Once more
Well here I am again
Staring at the back of your head
Watching you walk out that door
Watching you leave me behind again
Here I am letting you leave once more
Letting you walk to her again
As I sit here and cry
I want to leave you but for some reason I just can't let you go
Half of me has already let you go
And my other half won't let you go
Well here I am again
Staring at the back of your head
Watching you walk out that door
Watching you leave me behind again
We all know that saying
Fool me once, shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on me
But I just can't get that feeling to sink in
Not just yet
Not until I see you finally let me go
We all know that you go to her every night
To comfort her
To hold her
To make love to her
Sometimes I wished I was her
And others I wished that you two would just die
But I know who the real fool is
Well here I am again
Staring at the back of your head
Watching you walk out that door
Watching you leave me behind again
To bad I'll never be able to taste your sweet lips again
Or touch that godly like skin
Or even indulge myself in that sweet taste of sin
I lost you to the ghost that only appears at night
I let her carry you away every night
I even allowed you sneak out at night
Everyone calls me a fool for allowing you to do such things
But I don't care because I'm not here for them
I'm here to make sure that you're happy
That's exactly what I've done
So know I can go home
So that I won't have to see you or her
So that she won't remind me that I lost you already
So that I won't see that she can make you happy too
Or that she's not giving you up
But every time I leave
Every time I make an escape
You come and bring me back
Don't you know that you're hurting me?
Can't you see the pain she brings?
I'm pretty sure you know
I guess that's why you bring me back
Just so you can torture me
Just to see me cry
Just to call me those lovely nicknames
That consists with wench or bitch
Can't you see the pain in my eyes?
Nope
All you see is her
All you think about is her
And you remind me everyday
About how I'm only second best
To her, to the world, and sometimes even you
Well here I am again
Staring at the back of your head
Watching you walk out that door
Watching you leave me behind again