hi!!! i hope you guys like it, as you all can see this is my frst time! this is the second time im writting it , the first was five long pages and probably the best ive ever writtenbut it got deleted!!! but this is good and hopefully it will be better when i start typing more. please do review :D

Stumbling love

jacob's point of view

I was stumbling down the forest with my head down. Walking slowly, no one was there. I sighed just another day of hell! I sighed . well a lot has happened for the past 50 years! Suddenly I remember my father. I wanted to rip my heart out of my body to get rid of this pain. My father Billy black is dead as well as sue, Charlie though hah. Charlie. Hah Charlie is a vampire! That wasn't what anyone expected and he got a mate or whatever those leeches call. Her name is Cassie she was 27 when she got transformed into a monster, she's 180 years old! She's a blonde' but not like Rosalie though. more mature like the one that doesn't stand 24-7 on the mirror! Charlie's sure is a lucky guy! Not because he has a beautiful female model but because he isn't not alone! I'm lonely. Renesme and I weren't meant to be, she found someone her kind or whatever Edwin calls it. What's his name again? Ronald. He's 450 years old. The first person to be created upon renesme's kind. Bella was mad and felt my pain but she wanted what her daughter wanted, I couldn't blame her .who would want me? No one! I though in pain. Everyone imprinted, well almost everyone. we have new members to the pack and there isn't two packs anymore, there's one, Sam died five years ago. he had three kids, trained them well. Everyone was in agony when he died and Emily died too! But I had to step up and shut my wails of agony and be the leader. Leah took care of them did I mention Leah imprinted?! And she has kids she's 43 or 33 now. Don't know , lost count. Huh, others isn't much action in my life as you see. Forks is now the safest place for vampires. The volturi is gone. They came back ten years ago just as zafira predicted. They had more members more powerful , but we did too. It was fun killing vampires but it was agonizing seeing Renesmee again, holding Ronald's hand staring into his eyes. I fell down I couldn't take it anymore! I took a deep breath and concentrated on the fight. Yeah like I said we won those brothers are dead as well as their wives, but we kept some of the guard. Like Jane and Alex, and Felix and Heidi. They're like our servants. That was the good part.