Hey, Im back! This story is telling how Sasuke feels cheating on Naruto. Hope u like!
Disclaimer: I do not own naruto or unfaithful by rhianna
Story of my life,
searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul,
cause wrong really loves my company
Sasuke's POV
I sat up in the bed. Look over at the clock, sighing. I was late. How was I supposed to explain myself this time?
he's more than a man, and this is more than love,
the reason the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in, because I'm gone again
and to him I can't be true
I'd been cheating on Naruto for three months now, and the guilt still ate me up inside. I didn't like, it was never as good as Naruto, and that should've been a clue I guess.
and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I knew that Naruto knew. Could see it in his eyes whenever I went out. Why did I have to do this to him? Every Wednesday this would happen. I claimed it was just something I always did, catching up with old friends, but I knew he knew I was lying through my teeth.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
It crushed me to see the hurt and betrayal in his eyes. The way he would turn too fast as I left so I wouldn't see his tears. Why? Why did I have to hurt him like this? I'm a monster.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be…
I don't want it to end like this. Naruto, I'm so sorry. I bury my head in my head. I manage to hold back the sobs waiting to burst forth onto the surface. I feel an arm wrap around my waist. I almost slap it away. Its not his arm. Therefore it is unwelcome. But I can't do that. I chose this way. I chose to be…
A murderer.
I'm driving home. Knowing that he'll be asleep. Knowing that he won't confront me, because he'd have to deal with the pain. I clench my fists around the steering wheel. Why was I such a jack ass? Hmm? I arrive home. Go to sleep without commotion. A week passes and its Wednesday again.
I feel it in the air,
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss upon my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I try to smirk, as if its nothing, but I can't quite make my mouth perform the task.
I say I won't be long
just hanging with the girls
a lie I didn't have to tell
because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well
I walk out the door to my car and drive to see Sai once more. In the pit of my stomach, my insides churn at my unfaithfulness.
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin…
Why? Why why why why why why why?
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be…
A murderer.
I am slowly falling into a depression from constantly hurting the one I love. He's starting to get concerned. He can still be concerned for me? I love the dumb blonde soo much.
Our love,
his trust,
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head,
get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore(anymore)
Ugh, I disgust myself. I have contemplated suicide, but that would only hurt him, rather than help him.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be…
A murderer.
That's all I am. That's what Sai has made me. But I have too. Sai won't hurt Naruto as long as I sleep with him at least once a week. I guess that's what you get for dating a psychopathic gangleader. I'm such an idiot. Maybe I could get Naruto to come with me into the witness protection program? But I'd have to be closer to him, maybe marriage? I could see that. Yes, that would be wonderful. But why would Naruto marry me now? I've proved to be incredibly unfaithful. Maybe if I explained, yes, that's what I'll do. I will no longer be a murderer.