Always Her
Logan/Camille
A/N: This oneshot sprouted out when I was bored, and I was ticked at the episode 'Big Time Crush' guys named Steve just ruin everything! Grrrrrrr! I dunno, but I hope you enjoy it!
It hurt. It hurt because she was the apple of your eye, your everything. It hurt because I would never be next to you again.
Because it was her,
Always Her.
Never Me.
I know I'm being selfish, because you're happy, right? I know that, but it doesn't mean I like it.
Because it was her,
Always Her.
Never Me.
Don't you think I know she tells you to stay away from me? You've been avoiding me, Logan. And that's what really hurts. Because you don't have to, but you do.
Because it was her,
Always Her.
Never Me.
Don't you remember who comforted you, after she broke your heart? You tried to hide it, but I could tell. You were hurting. Kinda like I am now. Ironic, right? You promised you got over her, and we went out a few times. It was a lot of fun, but the second she came to your door, professing her love for you, begging for your forgiveness, I was forgotten. And you were wrapped right around her finger again. I was like wrapper, I was good at keeping something together, but soon there was something else, keeping it in place. So I was thrown away.
Because it was her,
Always Her.
Never Me.
I never talked to the guys that much anymore, they helped get you with her, and they knew that my heart still belonged with you. But did they care? That's a big fat N-O. They were mad at me, for going out with Steve, the day you wanted me back. The day you told her you still liked me. But I was with Steve, and I hate myself for that. So you called her, ready to move on, and you did. That doesn't come as easy for some of us, I must tell you. And you walked the Palm Woods with her, as she flaunted you around, like a new $40,000 necklace that was perfect. It was wrong. But you still let her.
Because it was her,
Always Her.
Never Me.
You know, I never think about whether or not you want me back, would I say yes? No? Would you just want me as a comforter, and second choice until she wanted you back? I don't appriciate being a second choice, Logan. I don't. I'm Camille, the girl who masks her pain with a giant smile, telling everybody I'm fine, to stop worrying. But I'm not fine. I'm never fine. Every moment you spend with her kills me inside, just a little bit more. I say I'm over it, over you, saying I like the cute guy from apartment 9-C. It's all a lie, and I know you'd always pick her, and I try not to ruin anything. But I know she thinks I does, or else she wouldn't tell you to never speak to me again. I only have so much strength left, and they say when you're falling in love, you don't choose to fall, you just fall. And I think I'm nearing the bottom of the trench, the hole, and I think hitting the bottom might just be the end of me. So I hope your happy Logan. I'm not sarcastic, I really mean it. I really hope you enjoy her. Always remember it was her. Her fault, never yours.
Because it was her,
Always Her.
Never Me.
I know this is kindof depressing, and I'm sorry for that. This just came to mind. I might make a follow-up story, maybe not. I have a lot of stories to finish, so it would take awhile. Yes or no on reveiws, please. And any feedback. Thx!