This is rather hard to say or rather do but it needs to be said, needs to be written and explained. I know why I did it….for the most part…but it wasn't out of malice or hatred it was …out of loneliness. While that seems like a truly poor excuse it's mine. Along the way I lost myself. I hurt so many people I care about and as it turns out care about me but the one I hurt the most I know I'll never get back.
Not that I deserve him, he who had been so open and honest with me. A man with clear blue eyes, sandy blonde hair and a smile that I could lose myself in…
Oh Bullocks this is hard…but it's the right thing to do so Alfred…if you're reading this I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me for all I've done. I never once meant to hurt you. So I guess I should start from the beginning of how this whole disaster started.
Hello everyone. My name is Arthur Kirkland…and I am a Catfish.
Arthur lets out a deep sigh as he clicks the send button to his new blog before covering his face with his hands thinking that he's the only one still awake in the early morning hours. But then it's always been like this, he alone in his room with his thoughts or that is until he found Alfred. Or was it that Alfred found him? After all this time he can't quite remember how it started but that he had to finish it.
All the while he's at his computer he doesn't notice a pair of jade eyes watching him from out in the darkness of the ajar door. And while the eyes want to walk in and comfort the now softly crying teen they slowly turn around and down the darkened hallway. "I don't understand why he's so fucking upset." The owner of the eyes mutters to himself, "It's only a Facebook friend. Ain't like they would have ever met…and what the hell is a Catfish anyway?"