Being in love with your best friend is a very hard thing to deal with, trust me I know
Being in love with your best friend is a very hard thing to deal with, trust me I know. So this is my story of how I was in love with my best friend and how I made him fall in love with me….
I guess I should introduce myself, my name is bella swan and I live in wellington, New Zealand where there is bbarley ever any sun at which I am sad but happy about since my best friend Edward cullen and his family are vampires and can't come out in the sun in public.
Me, my dad and my brother live here in Wellington and are the only human people in the world that know the cullens secret. Ive known Edward cullen since birth and he has been there for me through everything, includingwhen my mum left us three years ago. It was one of the most traumatic things that has ever happened to me and Edward was there with me threw it all. The worst part of it was that I saw it happen, I saw her slap him across the face so hhard that it split the skin and then yell at him saying somethings I have never been able to repeat not even to Edward. She went on ranting for gods knows how long then picked up her bags and left. The things that kills me the most is when my dad crumpled to the floor and I went to conformt him he stood up and told me it was all my fault then slapped me across the face and walked of.
Ever since then I have had nightmares of that day and still blame myself for what happened even after Edward and my brother jake have told mw over and over again that its not.
So here we are up to the present day, well afternoon to be precise. edward was driving me after i had spent that day at his house. H did say much knowing i was in one of those moods where i was blaming myself for everything that happened .
when we got to my house he got out of the car and walked me to my door. As i was giving him a hug goodbye he whispered in my ear
"be careful bella hes been drinking"
i look at him with frightned eyes
"do you want me to stay?" he asked worrying
"no" i replied "is jake home"
" yes so doyou think you will be alright?"
i nodded not trusting my voice
"ok night hun" he said as he kissed me on the cheek and then added in a whisper "none of it is your fault remember that," and he was gone...