I promise a one-shot, but it seemed it will be a two (or three) shot. Rating M because of this chapter, futa. No beta. Don't worry, it's an happy-ending.

~I won't change myself.~

Part 1: Needs.

It was not the first time Natsuki kneeled between her legs. It was simply a moment to release the tension, to feel pleasure. It was always consenting, they were both adult, they accepted their need as human, as animals. When they met each other, it was simply a simple moment, they drank, they laughed, and they went to Shizuru's home. And Natsuki discovered her little…no…her big secret, the particularly to her body, she was born female but with the wrong genital, that's mean a penis. Natsuki accepted without thinking that condition, she did not care, that woman was simply gorgeous, nice, lovely, and she wanted her, to feel her no matter what.

Their eyes burned with desire, and nothing more. Sparkles only remained to their intense activities. Natsuki gasped softly, but she continued to give pleasure to the woman with rubies eyes. Her cock was so big and hard. She felt Shizuru body stiffed, and Natsuki was pleased, she continued to lick the member, to give strong movements, to massage the testicles.

"Oh god Natsuki, I will came..." Shizuru growled when she found she couldn't contain anymore her pleasure. It was not the first time she had a blow job with the bluenette. It was always amazing. Sometimes, she forgot her own world. And she watched the red tint on the cheek from shyness becoming more beautiful. Shizuru sighed and another flood of excitement appeared when she noticed the liquid that escape her cock, and Natsuki swallowed the semen and licked her lips, it was sexy and sexual. It made crazy the blonde.

"Now it's my turn to please you~" Shizuru removed with her foot her trouser that was at her ankles, she violently caught the emerald beauty on her arms, and she kissed fiercely Kuga, and tasted her own pleasure in that mouth. They collapsed on the bed; Viola flinched when manicured nails dug into the inside of her thighs, leaving a red mark on her skin. Natsuki nipped her breast, and removed the unnecessary shirt; she smirked when she saw the hard nipple, and she pinched them, and tasted them, they were salty. Shizuru moaned, and rolled her head back caressing that long silky hair. Her member swelled hard again when Natsuki wrapped a hand around her shaft, squeezing harder. Viola hissed and she played with Natsuki's red bud that swelled, she caressed with a lot of attention to her folds. The chestnut-haired beauty put more pressure in her fingers, making sure she feels each of her movements, when Kuga moved into her hand, knowing the transgender had all the power. Shizuru felt the wetness and wanting, a growl escaped from her throat. Viola slipped her long fingers back and forth, watching the bluenette's eyelids shut and her head fall back. Natsuki moaned louder as fingers find the swollen part of her and begin to rub over it adding more pressure and circles. Liquid slowly escaped the walls of her femininity and Viola slowly licked her fingers.

"You are so exquisite, and you taste fantastic…Ara…you are so wet for me Suki…" she breathed against her neck as her mouth sucked her neck and she let her mark. The Kyoto-Ben woman hands walked on her back, she grabbed the buttocks, and she urged them to bring this burning body closer to hers. Her mouth latched onto her breast, tongue and teeth rubbing against the brown nipple. She lost all control when she heard her sensual moans, head tilted back.

Natsuki's hands brushed her hair, she pushed her head down and she grind against her, rocking her hips against her own. Shizuru's groaned resound on the bedroom, as hands slide down her penis mixing with Natsuki gasping, their breathing gradually increase together.

Shizuru changed the position, for a better access, above, Kuga took the initiative to be the dominant, she pumped her body up and down and their eyes clashed. The she male's hands never leave her hips, caressing along her curves.

Natsuki and Shizuru needed their release. But the bluenette was more desperate; she needed to be free from her. Now.

Kuga ground down and the honey-haired transgender scratched her back in response. She moaned in pleasure and pain, Shizuru tried to press her mouth to her, but she was pushed against the mattress. She pulled one hand away from her face, directing it down to her breast. The desire overtook Viola and she knew she was no longer in control.

It isn't long when Shizuru attain her pleasure. But Natsuki moved off her. Viola wanted to touch her, but she stops her, she lied down, and turned away to the side, making no longer cope with her lover who closed her eyes after her orgasm.

Next morning.

Again that happened. Shizuru tried to run away, or she did not want to stay with her. Natsuki simply fed up with that blonde attitude, the: 'I don't care', yes, sex was really funny, it was a long time she did not have such a pleasure, but it was not enough for Natsuki. She wanted more that meeting some nights with her …she did not even know how to name Shizuru. A moment of pleasure? A one night stand? It was more than one night…a lover?…Shizuru never loved her, except her body. Natsuki was really pissed when she saw Shizuru laughed on her phone, and she knew, it was with an other woman. Jealousy killing her, and she did not dare to respect her presence? They had sex damn it! It was like it was not important. And that was not the first time! How could she be in love with such a player, a womanizer? It was hurting so bad, she wanted to cry. But she could not beg Shizuru to only love her, the latter did not believe in polygamy, or love, it was too bothersome for her. That why they did not date, sometimes, they have dinner, and after, they always had sex, and Viola simply left the next morning for another play thing. She felt use, worse than a whore…she can't continue anymore…it was hurting so much…

"I have to go, work and everything. We will see next week." It was not a question, but an affirmation. It was normal for the transgender to have for granted that beautiful woman, it was six months they had sex. It was perfect, and always good.

"No." A voice said firmly, Viola finally turned her head, when she finished putting her jeans. All her attention remained to her night stand, she was totally naked, her hair descended rebellious way. She was so cute and captivating.

"What?"

"I say: 'no!" Kuga said with more confidence. Viola laughed nervously, yes, the bluenette could be busy with her work. She did not think about it until now. She was selfish.

"Ok, sorry. Perhaps on Friday? Or do you have another date in your mind? I will busy on Monday."

"No. Today it over, or should I say, yesterday was the last time we have sex."

"Are you kidding?" The transgender hoped silently. Never someone broke up with her, she was the one who end everything, because she was bored, or the women were to clinging. She wondered what she had done wrong, no one had complained about his sexual antics.

"Am I a joke to you?" Natsuki snapped, she was tired with that drama, what was normally had become a mere complexity. Shizuru was surprised about Natsuki's behaviour. The latter never shout; she never was angry to her, until today.

"What? Of course not! What are you talking about?"

"You said, you did not want to change, you love sex, you don't belong to someone….I have to accept who you are. I really try my best Shizuru, because I care for you, I lo…I…know that you don't like to show feelings, to talk, but I can't anymore to feel I'm nothing than a whore, and you will meet others women, and you will have sex with them before or after me, it's killing me…I don't want that kind of relationship…it's better if we stop now. Also, it's only sex, you warn me that will never change. You hate sticky people."

"Yes, I hate them. I belong to no one. Everyone knows who I am, I won't change. Love is bullshit." Shizuru spat, and she noticed the hurting face of Kuga. She felt guilty; she wanted to add something but was cut with an angry scream:

"Then get out of my house and life! I never want to see you again!"

"Fine. Then goodbye. I will find someone else who will really accept me." The Kyoto-Ben snapped, she took her stuff and she slammed the bedroom door while Natsuki cried alone.