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"Oh Mei, you have no idea how long I've waited for this! This is the best day of my life, I'm just so happy!" The American momentarily ceases his rambling and shoves a handful of fries into his mouth, a few missing the designated target. He proceeds to giggle girlishly, then looks down at Taiwan.
The petite Asian looks back at him kindly, a smile smile painted on her delicate features, amber eyes shimmering. The pooling crystal in her eyes, however, is not the result of her joy for the American. In fact, it's quite the opposite.
Nevertheless, she responds as politely as usual, "Yes, I am glad for you as well. You and Arthur make a wonderful match, I must say." She could've sworn she can feel saline prickling at her eyelids, threatening to slide down her cheeks and release her true feelings.
The bespectacled teen continues, "God, I've liked him since before I can remember. But I really figured it out during the the Revolutionary War. It kills me to know I did that to him, even if it was a while ago, you know? I could never hurt someone I love as much as England!" A brilliant grin breaks out on his face, bright teeth shining.
However, as Alfred's smile grows, a single tear escapes Mei's eye. She is quick to catch the escapee, swiftly wiping her hand along the peach-colored qipao, her standard formal shirt. As she produces more tears, though, she attempts to smile wider, and closes her eyes. This is supposed to happy day, not a sad one! Arthur has finally said yes to Alfred after all these years... Isn't this something to celebrate?
But she knows, deep down in her heart, there is more to it than that. Her heart belongs to rugged American boy, she's long since accepted that. But someone sweeping him off of his feet and taking Alfred away from her? The thought makes her want to cry.
The thick-headed blond finally breaks the silence, noticing a slight shift in the mood, "Aw, Tai! I had no idea you'd react like this; I can't believe you're so happy! Look at those tears and your big smile. You look adorable, Mei!"
The tears are coming down like rain now. She sees no point in stopping them anyway, as the American has already made his own incorrect assumption. Unfortunately for the Asian nation, though, America takes this moment to interrupt Mei's thoughts.
"C'mere, Tai-chan! Gimme a hug!" And being the oblivious fool he was, he proceeds to wrap the girl in a warm hug. Taiwan buries her head in the man's chest, Alfred unknowing of the true cause of his friend's crying. She has known for a long while this would happen, she's anticipated it for so long, but now that the time is upon her, she can feel her life shattering all around her. Everything is too fragile to touch, as if she's an elephant in a china shop.
Still pressed tightly against Alfred, the saddened girl whispers softly, "I am so incredibly joyous for you and Arthur. I am certain he will treat you well. I want you to make a me a little promise though, okay?"
The American hums thoughtfully, "Anything for you, Mei! You're the best girl friend a guy can have. You've always been there for me no matter what issue is, so I'll do anything you ask!" America withdraws him arms, crossing them into each other with a huge smirk. His face is mere inches from brunette's.
The color of Taiwan's face is equivalent to that of a cherry blossom as she continues on, "I want to stay close to you, Alfred. I know you have a boyfriend now and all, but I still want to be there for you. You're my closest friend outside of my family." She smiles softly as she thinks of all the times she told China about a day she spent with America, entranced by her love for him. The chances of her ever dating him now are little short of zero.
The American's answer is what she expects, "Well duh! You're like the best non-blood related sister I could ever have! I'd never be able to replace you, Taiwan. You're my gossip buddy and give me tips on dressing well, and make some damn good food. There's no one else like you out there, and I can't imagine my life without you in it."
His words both warm and chill her heart at once. He proclaimed how important she is to him, but at the same time related her to his family. The thought makes her stomach churn in discontent.
Holding back the small frown she would've rather displayed, Taiwan's tearful smile remains glued to her face, "Thank you so very much, America. You're quite dear to me as well." And it isn't a lie. He probably just doesn't take what she is saying the way she has intended it. But that's okay.
They continue to chat about everything and nothing, a lot about Arthur and Alfred and their newfound love, until late into the night. By one in the morning, Mei is ready to turn in, "I am heading to bed, Alfred. Sweet dreams, gege." Gracefully, she rises from the chair and plants achaste kiss on the forehead of her unrequited love.
Smiling serenely, the American responds, "'Night, mèimei. Love you."
Taiwan does not respond for fear that if she turns around, America will see the single tear drawing a path down the length of her cheek. Or perhaps it's because she is quite sure her voice will crack and she'll break down right in front of him, falling to her knees in defeat.
She won't be broken today, however, as fate won't have it. Xiao Mei swiftly crosses the length of the stairs and into the guest room of the American's apartment. Clicking the door behind her and turning the lock with a solid thunk, she gazes towards the pale full moon and lets the tears freely roll down her face in the silence of the night.
Translations:
gege - big brother
mèimei - little sister
If either of these are wrong though, please correct me! I speak absolutely no Mandarin and would appreciate it greatly.
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