THE LOVE I HAD SEQUEL.

CHAPTER 1

~Prologue~

The Unpleasant Memories.

Tsuna's blank brownies kept on staring towards the garden since two hours ago. There was nothing to see except for the green floor and the warm breeze. Either way, she's not moving an inch from that sofa which seated near the glassy window. Kyouya who was busying himself with Tsuna's belonging decided not to ask anything and keep monitoring her movement while doing his work. He was drenched in his cold sweat after finished unpacking out all Tsuna's belonging from their old house, keeping their things together since Tsuna is moving in with him together at his Namimori mansion starting today.

She looked disdain and so far away, yet her silence didn't seemed wrong to Hibari Kyouya. He decided that Tsuna still needed rest. In his eyes, she just looked stunning in that silent stance with the soft sunlight gently shone on her brown hair which makes them glowing gold under the sunset. She is indeed the only person who can stirred his heart this much. He called out to her, but she seems oblivious to the world. He sighed and walked towards her, gently stretching his hand to her pale cheek.

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Tsuna is still reminiscing her tragic stories which just ended three months ago. She was honestly - glad when the doctor declared that she was all good for discharge. But it seems so unreal. Life had been so tough. She has been hospitalized for almost 3 months for physiotherapy to recover her abilities to talk and to move and finally her systems is all restored. Thank god that she is still alive. She can't really remember everything that happen during the kidnapping but her body does. She still feels those painful kicks, painful throwing, the painful jagged cuts, and the feeling of a bullet across screwing her flesh still remains. It's hard to forget, and it was hard not to remember. And above all, her heart pained as her ears still hearing the ill words coming out from her sister's foul mouth, that it's inevitable.

'I hate you Tsuna.'

She refused to believe it, but it was the truth. Now that she knows that her sister was the perpetrator of her incidence few years ago which costs her mama's death and her vision lost, she had nothing to condemn but to agree that Natsu is evil to the heart, and - but still... She loves her so much.

"I love you tsuna.." Natsu's voice rang through her bone.

Silent tears slides down her cheek as Natsu's smiling image came in sight. She was thinking hardly where everything had started wrong. Where is their breaking point? Since when Natsu hated her so much that she eagerly tried to kill her? Why Natsu? Why? What fault have I done you? Was it my mistake for you to turn like that?

She couldn't bear the sadness that was nested in her heart for so long and let her tears trickling down her cheek. Just remembering Natsu makes her heart pierced and melancholy. She did not bother to wipe them off since Kyouya would notice if she move her hands up to her face and allowed her waving hairs covered her gloomy face. Her sister deserted her, but here comes Kyouya Hibari who claims has been in love with her since long before.

"I love you, and I will love you until I die, and if there is life after that, I'll still love you then."

She blushed at the memories. She was so happy that tears keep trickling her face now. Kyouya said the three words so many times with so much clarity that day that it makes the day so outrageous and bizzare. It's so unlike the aloof Kyouya she knew.;who never believes in love and eternity. That day, he was so passionate and seriously 'declaring' his love. She remembers how she was showered with hot kisses all over her face and the worst - a nurse witness them when she came in for usual checking but immediately ran out from the room without avail; and she still remembers Kyouya grunting with annoyance afterward. But sadly, he didn't kiss her in the hospital so often after that.

She smiled warmly at the memory.

It doesn't crossed her mind that she will be living together with Kyouya alone like today. One day, he suddenly came to the hospital saying, 'Tsunayoshi, move in with me.' and without waiting her answer he declared it was a yes and then he was the one who packed all her belongings. He didn't let her do anything and insisted that she is still weak to do works. Tsuna was grateful to his caring-ness but at the same time she felt like a burden to him.

That's just how she is; caring, loving and she is heart-breakingly kind towards others.

Just a few months ago, she was fighting with him and deserved a slap on her cheek, but Kyouya was all lovey-dovey now, that makes her shiver at his sudden change. She was afraid that everything will be reset to zero again. She doesn't want that.

She doesn't want everything to end like how she did with Natsu. Everyone that she loved has gone. Mama, Natsu and now she only has Kyouya left in this world. If Kyouya also left her...she wonder how could she live afterward.

She will be a nobody.

"Tsuna..Tsunayoshi..." She was oblivious at her name being called out.

"I don't want to be alone..." she whispered sadly.

A sudden warm hand on her cheek make her startled for a moment. "Tsuna, what's wrong?" His voice seemed so worried and tender. Kyouya was surprised when he realized her cheek was wet of tears. Since when had she been crying? Is it from 2 hours ago?

She pulled away Kyouya's hand from her cheek and hold them tightly. Heading up to face with Kyouya.

"What's wrong?" He asked again, steel blue eyes stared into the blank brownies, filled with concerns.

Tsuna shook her head slowly and smiled, "I suddenly just realized how thankful I am to have you with me..." and her tears sliding down again. She felt so melancholic right now and couldn't stop the tears. "I love you Kyouya-san..." she sobbed, "Don't leave me."

Kyouya pulled her head close to his stomach as he stood by her side, caressing her hair tenderly. "I will not leave you alone, Tsunayoshi." and a silent cries broke out as she heard that. Kyouya didn't mind having his shirt wet from her tears.

"Don't leave me like Natsu..."

Kyouya was not so surprised when he realized, Tsuna actually misses her sister very much.

"I won't." His short reply sent butterfly in her stomach and he kissed the crown of her head long and soft.

Tsuna's silent sobs filled up the silence in their new home. And Kyouya just embraced his frail beloved as if it can protect her from anything. Her cries was heart trending, wrecking his very soul. A part of himself blame his own weakness for being unable to protect Tsuna from harm.

And he felt responsible for everything that cause Tsunayoshi Sawada to cry like that.

Because he was oblivious to what Tsuna was trying to reveal and he didn't try to know her closely, and he refused to believe that she is Cielo whom he was in love with and the biggest mistake was, he had married her sister, Natsu without knowing the truth.

Even though, Natsu was gone now, but this unpleasant memories will be the distortion in their life.

TBC

A/N: just an overview for people who don't read the 1st prequel. I just used the characters because I loved them. Don't be angry at me when I'm changing situation, places and characteristics here and there. All original characters belongs to it's respective owner.

I'm sorry I won't be editing the 'TLIH-prequel' in this time, maybe later. There will be lag in time sequence, places and all, and I don't know how to fix that because it's too long!

I got a lot of query about the Takeshi and Gokudera in 1st prequel. And I thought about something to make it up. I hope its acceptable. Maybe her friends are coming back. Who knows. I had something in my mind.

And well, it's a girl story, and romance, novel and drama and a lot lot of angst and cries. Egoistical of a man, and mistakes he did in life. Since it's drama. It will be long. I want you to feel them and thanks for supporting me in my TLIH-Prequel.

Hopefully you will look forward to this one. Happy reading in later chapters!