Lost And Found

Flashback

" Daddy! Daddy" she yelled after him

He sighed and turned to the 6 year old

"daddy? W…where are you going?" she asked

" Umm.. Sweetie" He started

" Daddy going away for a while"

" How long" She asked looking up at him

" I don't know" He replied

" You said.. You promised.. No matter what happened you wouldn't leave!" she cried

" I'm sorry"

" No! No! daddy! No! don't! please!" she cried tugging at his suitcase

" S…sweetie please" he said sternly

" Daddy! No! I love you" She begged

" And I you…" he whispered

" Then don't go! If you love me stay!"

" I can't…" he turned his head and reached for the door.

" I won't let you.. Daddy… I need you… you can't go.." she sobbed tugging harder

He stayed silent

" Please.. Sweetie.. Leave it!" he shouted making her jump back.

Tears rolled down her face as she sobbed into her hands. He looked down at her. His eyes watered.

" I can't live without you!" she sobbed harder

" Please don't" he whispered, his throat dry.

" Mummy didn't mean it! I know she didn't daddy! I know that she hurt you, but remember I love you too!" she screamed

He opened the door and walked out.

" No!" She cried and ran after him

He put his suitcase in the trunk.

" I'm begging you daddy! I need you!"

" I'm going.. that's that" he said

" Where are you going to go?" She looked at him as he got in the car

" I'm going to travel with Uncle Paul for a while" he said shutting the door.

His car moved off the drive way as she ran after him

" Daddy!" She screamed one last time. He turned back last time. Tears rolling down his cheek. She kept running.

" Daddy!!"

" Bye Bye, daddy's little girl" he whispered going round the corner.

She run up the stairs and sobbed on her bed.

" Hey, it's dinner time" her mum quietly said poking her head round the corner.

" I'm not hungry" she cried

" Calla? Calla? Are you ok?" Ella asked

" Yeah, I'm just thinking about something" Calla replied sighing

" Do you want to talk about it?" Ella asked

" No.. I'm ok" She replied putting on a fake smile before stepping on to the stage.

She started to play her guitar and sang..

I drift away to a place
Another kind of life
Take away the pain
I create my paradise

Everything I've held
Has hit the wall
What used to be yours
Isn't yours at all

Falling apart, and all that I'm asking
Is a crime, am I overreacting

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

What you had didn't fit
Among the pretty things
But never fear, never fear
I now know where you've been

Braids have been un-tied
Ribbons fall away
Leave the consequence
But my tears you'll taste

Falling apart and all that I question
Is this a dream or is this my lesson

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

Oh my permission to sin
You might have started my reckoning
I've got a reason now to bury him alive
Another little white lie

I don't believe I'll be alright
I don't believe I'll be ok
I don't believe how you throw me away
I do believe you didn't try
I do blame you for every lie
When I look in your eyes, I don't see mine

A tear or two ran down her face as she looked into the crowd.

With Shawn

" Dude! Dude!" John shouted into his ear.

" What" Shawn hissed

" Are you ok? I'm mean you've hardly said anything all day" John said. Paul look at Shawn and sighed.

" No.. I'm fine" He said

" Ok I'm gonna go, I've got an interview with Maria" John said wiggling his eyebrow before walking out the door.

" The anniversary?" Paul asked

" 12 years" Shawn replied

" She's beautiful, isn't she" Shawn said holding a picture of his 6 year old little girl.

Paul smiled at his friend

" Have you tried to get in contact with her" Paul asked

" I c..can't… the look on her face.. Those tears…Shawn replied

" Let me help you.." Paul said

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