Hermione was pacing back and forth in the long hallway of 12 Grimmauld Place. Every so often she would glance at the dark wooden door worried about what was happening on the other side. She knew that Sirius was inside with him as well as the Healer but that didn't calm her nerves. One would think that after five years of being best friends with one Harry James Potter that she would be used to this kind of nervous tension but nothing could prepare her for what she was about to be told when Sirius opened the door to invite her into the room.
Ron couldn't stand there and wait, he couldn't sit there and wait either. He was now staring at a picture of one of Sirius's ancient relatives. Ron was the first to listen to Harry's story about how he was in love with Lucius Malfoy. Ron shivered reliving that memory. Harry disappeared during the department of mysteries attack and various times the last few months until last month when Harry turned up looking well shagged and proclaiming his love for the elder Malfoy. Sirius said that Malfoy must not have had time to administer the antidote to Harry himself before something happened but Harry barely remembers those encounters and if he does he refuses to talk about them.
Remus and Sirius turned to Dumbledore who turned to Snape to make the antidote to the love potion that Harry was under. Thankfully after he ingested it Harry was back to normal and no longer infatuated with anyone named Malfoy.
Sirius came into the drawing room where Ron was standing and shook his head briefly. He grabbed a bottle of firewhiskey off the shelf that was hidden behind some books and poured a tumbler full. He downed it quickly. Ron's eyes widened. Sirius repeated the action again. Ron heard him mumble something about hexing and bollocks and godsons before he disappeared out of the room. Ron decided he was perfectly content to stand there and stare at that ugly mug of a relative, he couldn't quite tell if it was a man or a woman at first.
Hermione was standing in the room now holding Harry's hand while Healer Bontura cast a spell that allowed them to see the baby. Harry was officially 3 months pregnant. Hermione wanted to talk him out of it. Wanted to tell Harry that this will tie him to Lucius Malfoy for the rest of his life, that abortion wasn't the worst thing there was. But when Harry laid eyes on the small little peanut shape that was nestled deep inside his magical womb, Hermione didn't have the heart to tell him something like that. Harry has always wanted a family. In no way was he ready but since when has Harry ever done anything normally.
Remus wanted to kill the man who laid his hands on his cub. He knew that Sirius was contemplating it. Hell there was a war going on and that man, kidnaps Harry, his cub, uses him as a sex slave and impregnates him. Remus felt nauseous at the thought of a grown man taking advantage of his cub. He changed his diapers for Merlin's sakes. Now Harry was going to be changing diapers. Remus offered Harry a small smile.
Harry didn't want everyone to know that he was absolutely scared shitless. That looking at the small image of that peanut made the war and death seem more real to him than it ever did before. Now he had a reason to live. Of course he had his friends and Sirius and Remus but if he was honest with himself he never thought he would make it. Now, now he wants to live more than anything. He doesn't want his child to grow up without a family like he did. Harry watched Sirius fight with his emotions.
Harry knew that Sirius wouldn't be happy about it but he couldn't get rid of his child. Whether Malfoy had anything to do with it or not, Harry was the father and Harry was going to raise him or her. He watched Remus smile at him. He knew it was fake but it was sweet that he tried for his sake. He was expecting Hermione to talk to him about his options but surprisingly that talk never came.
"I know you better than anyone Harry--well except for maybe Ron." She smiled. Harry nodded. They were now sitting in his bedroom alone. Ron had fallen asleep early. Harry couldn't sleep and Hermione was too wired to sleep. "What did Sirius say?" Hermione asked. "Just that we have to tell Dumbledore and find out what he wants us to do from there. I told him I would not be giving up my child for this war regardless." Harry said. Hermione sighed. She wrapped her arms around her knees. "I admire that Harry. I'll keep notes so that you don't fall behind on your academics. You know that we will miss you." Hermione said. Harry nodded. "I appreciate the note taking. And I'll try my best not to let you down. I'll miss you both too." He said kissing her forehead.
When Harry went to bed that night he relived that night in the department of mysteries. The only reason he had those memories at all was because Sirius forced him into a pensieve. Malfoy wasn't as good at oblivating as Sirius is at finding lost memories. There was a reason he was one of the top Dark Wizard Hunters back in the day. He was following Lucius deeper into the darkness of the forbidden halls of the ministry that are closed off except to certain members of the ministry. He felt a spell invade his mind before he could throw up a protego. Harry stood in the darkness helpless. He felt something entangle his arms and his legs. "You won't win this." Harry screeched into the darkness. "Perhaps I don't want to win this." Lucius said as he stalked up to Harry.
He grabbed Harry's hair tipping Harry's head back squeezing his nose and emptied a bottle of some unknown liquid into the teens mouth. A moment later Harry was pliant and heavy in Lucius' arms. "Looks like the game has changed." Lucius smiled. Harry grinned and licked his lips. He couldn't take his eyes off of Lucius's lips."Something you want Harry?" Lucius smirked. Harry slid his arms around Lucius neck. "Ever been with anyone my little savior?" Lucius asked. Harry blushed. "Never." Lucius finally kissed Harry giving him what he wanted. Harry groaned into the kiss.
Lucius picked up Harry wrapping his legs around his waist. He took Harry into some nearby abandoned room. Lucius placed Harry on his coat that he placed on the desk. "Make me yours Lucius." Harry panted. Harry felt how rock hard Lucius was against him. A few spells were cast, Harry gasp at the sensation. Lucius helped relieve Harry of his pants. Lucius took no time in treasuring the stretch or working Harry open like a true lover would have. Harry felt the pain shooting through him. Lucius was thrusting against him quickly building towards something that Harry didn't know what. It was over as quickly as it started. Lucius pulled out and tucked himself in. Lucius made no effort to help Harry relieve his problem. Harry took himself into his hand and began to stroke himself to completion. "When will I see you again?" Harry asked cleaning himself up. "When the time is right." Lucius grinned. Harry nodded. He wanted to kiss Lucius again but the man gave him what he said was a pain potion turns out it was the antidote to amortentia and then obliviated him leaving him in an empty corridor in the department of ministries. Harry fell asleep hating himself and crying.
The next morning Harry woke with a sick feeling in his stomach. "Sirius, are you sure this is a good idea?" Harry asked his godfather. "Why wouldn't it be? It's Dumbledore." Harry nodded. He didn't like what Lucius said about the game changing. It bothered him. He feels something bad coming. Something worse than being impregnated by your nemesis' father. Remus and Sirius both gave him reassuring smiles.
They apparated right outside of Hogwarts. Harry was a bundle of nervous tension. Remus could smell it on him. "Alright cub?" Remus asked. He put his hand around Harry's shoulder and comforted the teen. "Just want to get this over with." Harry said. "We will soon enough." Remus said. They walked into Hogwarts together. Not seeing anyone as they made their way to the headmaster's office. "Tootsie roll." Remus said with a smile as he recited the password. Sirius rolled his eyes and Harry bit his lip. He wished he could be happy about this visit.
They found Dumbledore sitting at his desk. "Gentlemen, not that I'm not delighted to see you all but I can't help but worry about the reason for this visit." Dumbledore said. "Harry has some news to share with you and then we will be on our way." Sirius said. "Go on Harry." Dumbledore pulled off his half moon spectacles and stared at Harry waiting for the news. Sirius and Remus were both there to support him having come to terms with his decision and what happened.
Harry gulped loudly and opened his mouth to speak. "I'm pregnant." He blurted out. Dumbledore stared at him dumbfounded for a moment. "Harry, I didn't realize you weren't straight." Sirius scoffed. "His sexuality doesn't matter. What matters is that he is pregnant and in 6 months he will have a boy or a girl and we came to you so that you could help him relocate so that Voldemort doesn't get his slimy paws on my godson." Sirius voice rose in octave the more he talked. Harry put a calming hand on his godfathers shoulder.
Dumbledore looked between Harry and Sirius and then to Remus. "Anything you want to add?" Remus shook his head. He looked oddly sad. Harry felt sick again. "Well it's certainly nothing that can't be undone." Dumbledore said with a smile. Suddenly two non verbal incarcerous spells were flung at Harry and Sirius and they were trapped in the headmaster's office.
"Did you really think the savior could be with child while we are at war? With Lucius Malfoy's seed no less." Harry flinched at those words as if he had been slapped. "You told him? You told Dumbledore? We trusted you." Sirius yelled at Remus. "It's for his own good." Remus said. "Bullshit." Sirius yelled. He fought against the spell but he couldn't budge it. Dumbledore put a silence spell on him. "Severus will brew the potion to abort the pregnancy and you will continue on like nothing happened. You will continue to be the leader until it's your time to die. You will do exactly as your told. It's for the good of the people." Dumbledore said. Harry knew he would die during the way but he never knew Dumbledore meant for him to die. The man he thought of as a mentor had planned for him to die all along. A piece of Harry's heart died that moment.
Remus is left to guard Harry and Sirius while Dumbledore makes a few floo calls. "I'm so sorry pup. I never meant for this to happen." Sirius cries. The silent spell finally lifted. Harry shrugged. "Maybe it is for the best. I don't think I would ever been a good father. I never had one. We all know how good Lucius is. I just thought that maybe for a moment I could have something good and beautiful in this world you know. All it's ever been is fighting and hating and I'm so tired of it Siri. I thought that just maybe I might actually be good at it." Harry let out a sigh. He felt the tears sliding down his face but he had nothing to stop them. "Pup, you will make an excellent father."
Remus heard a noise coming from the headmaster's entry door. A few minutes later Snape appears. "Come to gloat? Come to finish off the savior yourself?" Sirius asked. "I could have killed Harry many many times by now this isn't even worth mentioning." Severus said. He cast the counter and Sirius and Harry are let free. "I've never been more happy to see your face." Harry said to Snape. "Don't get sentimental, come on before he realizes you're both gone." They follow Snape out of the castle. "I suggest you take him some place far away. Lucius is looking for him too." Snape said. Sirius nods. "Thank you Snape." Harry says. Sirius and Severus nod at each other before Sirius grabs Harry and they apparate to several points before landing at one really warm point.
"Where are we?" Harry asked Sirius. "We are in Washington. Forks, Washington. I have distant relatives here on my father's side. No one knows of them. Not even Remus." Harry nodded.