Hey pansycakes. Time for sad Fourtris. I was bored today and felt like writing a one-shot. So this is what I came up with. A letter to Tris from Tobias. Read and review!
-OnCloudTen
Beatrice Prior Eaton. Someday I'll meet you in the sky, and we'll truly be together for eternity.
Your funeral didn't have cake. No party lights, no alcohol, no thumping music and drunken bodies. It was the most sober I've ever seen our faction. Tears – actual tears, no the watery eyes and dabbing fingers, cascaded all over the Pit floor. Tear dropped, tears shed, tears screamed.
I didn't cry.
Sorry.
But you wouldn't have wanted it that way.
You'd say, "Be strong, you'll live without me." How ironic.
People don't realize how much someone means to us until we're gone. While you were in my arms, you were the world. Now the universe is shattered.
I was broken. Am broken.
The day you left I fell apart. All the years of abuse and love came crashing down on me, burying me in a state I'll never get out of.
That night. "Four? Tris she's…gone." Uriah said. I locked myself in our apartment. Just my apartment. And cried. God, Tris. I cried. I screamed. Why couldn't it have been me? I haven't eaten since. Now here I am, day three, and I still can't breathe. I won't last the rest of my life without you.
I didn't cry because I couldn't. I seriously can't. Tris, I'm going to die.
My body has been rejecting all fluids. I'm dehydrated beyond belief. I can't cry because it's impossible. Not eating has killed me.
They've stuck me with all possible needles. They've tried everything. Saline, water. It's not working.
I've got just a few hours left in hell.
Then I'll be with you again.
Tris, from the moment I met you I knew you were something different. All of our "first" moments were together.
Our first kiss.
We moved in together.
Our first anniversary.
The first…it.
I proposed.
We got married.
You got pregnant.
And then you had a miscarriage.
And then you lost your fertility.
And then you fell off the zip line and died.
Well, that unborn child can live with us up in the sky now. The tragedies end tonight.
I have no regrets. There was no one in the world that I'd miss, except for you.
By the time someone reads this, I'm already going to be dead. Gone, with you once again. I have no regrets.
I love you Tris.
I loved you.
Now it gets to be present tense again.
Tris, I love you.
This is it. I can feel it now.
My heart is slowing down.
The doctors are doing nothing to stop it.
I can't be saved.
Ten. You and me, Six.
Nine. People aren't cats. We got one life, and it's gone.
Eight. Eight days of our honeymoon. Eight days just for us.
Seven. Seven fears, before I changed that.
Six. I loved you.
Five. Five factions. Abnegation to Dauntless.
Four. You loved me.
Three. Three days you've been gone.
Two. Two hearts, beating as one.
One. Only one girl I'll ever love.
Zero. Tris I-