September 2010, today is my first day of senior year. After a great summer in Jacksonville Florida with my mom and my stepdad Phil, I´m now back at Forks Washington for my last year here, my name is Isabella Swan, but everyone calls me Bella.
I got up did my usual morning routine, took a shower, got dressed, brushed my teeth and grabbed a pop tart and headed to the corner of my house where my best friend Jacob Black always picked me up to go to school, Jacob started being my best friend at the end of junior year when we had math together and had to do a project because we were both failing the class, the thing is Jacob is almost 2 years older than me, I remember him from when I was in 7 grade, he was one of the coolest 9 graders and my best friend Alice was dating Sam Ulley, one of Jakes best friends so I had seen them before but we didn´t really hang out I mean I was in junior high and they were now the cool guys from high school to our eyes. But after getting in really big trouble at the end of 9 grade and being sent with his grandmother for a year he got stuck doing 10 grade a year later and then he failed 11 grade and ended up doing it with my class. It may not look that way but Jake is a really smart guy he is just really lazy and a bit of a troublemaker, the time he wasn´t my friend I used to hear a lot of thing about him, especially when I was a freshman, we always used to hear stories about the bad ass Jacob Black getting into a really huge fight and ending up in the hospital or how he use to have a different girl every night or how he used to hang out all the time in bars and night clubs and getting really wasted. He still does all those things, but that's just a part of who he is. Jake is really tall, dark hair, tan skin and brown eyes and if you see him, he seems so bad ass be he is such a little baby, he really is like my big brother.
Jake: Bella come on we are going to be late I don´t have all day move it.
Bella: I'm coming I'm coming.
I got into his car slammed the door and gave him the worst look I could.
Jake: why do you always have to zone out and take so long to get in the car?
Bella: yeah good to see you too.
Jake: ooh don´t start crying now you know I missed you but we are going to be late.
Bella: and whose fault is it? I was here 10 minutes ago.
Jake: yeah whatever we are here let's go get our schedules.
We got out of the car and started walking over to the office when someone grabbed me from behind covered my mouth and eyes and said
…: boo.
I hit her softly because I knew who she was, I could recognize her voice anywhere.
….: hey that hurts you know.
Bella: stop being such a baby Alice I didn´t hit you that hard, and that was for scaring me.
Alice: oh shut up you knew it was me
Bella: yeah that's why I didn´t hit you THAT hard.
Jake: hey Isabella I´ll see you at the office.
Bella: yeah bye Jake.
Jake left and I stayed talking with Alice for a while, Alice didn´t have a problem with Jake but Jake just couldn´t stand Alice, he though she was really stuck up and mean which she was actually, but she was still my best friend since first grade and was never mean to me, or Jake actually, she was kind of mean with the "nerds" mostly and with the kind of weird kids, but never with me.
After walking to the office we got our schedules and I walked to my first class with Alice, it was English class, we had it also with Rosalie, she was also my best friend since first grade, the three of us where always inseparable, well also we had a friend named Tanya, but she wasn´t in our school anymore, she started going to high school in Port Angeles.
I didn´t see Jake anymore until we had history together at 3 period, at lunchtime I went with Alice and Rose and Jake ate his lunch with Leah his girlfriend and her friends, I didn´t really remember their names, but Leah was a really nice girl, I wish Jake would treat her better, he is kind of a jerk to her most of the times. He is my friend and everything and I have his back always, I´ve never told anyone when he hooks up with other girls behind Leah´s back but I really feel bad for her sometimes but then again she puts up with him and it´s none of my business.
After School Jake dropped me of at my house and I just stayed all day watching TV, all week went by almost the same until Friday, we had the first back to school party and me, Alice, Rose and Tanya were going. I was actually really excited because I was going to see Alec Volturi, I had a really big crush on him at the moment and Alice was hooking up with Demitri Volturi, his older brother who was in college but came to Forks every weekend, so we were going with them and I was so ok with that.
Alice: if you don´t put on that fucking slutty dress right now I´m going to hit you with my hair brush Bella
Bella: calm down calm down I´ll do it just don´t hit me.
Alice: stop making fun of me and hurry up, Rose and Tanya are ready and Demitri will be here any minute so move it.
A minute after I was ready, Demetri showed up at Alice´s house with Alec to pick us up and after a really long and awkward make out session between Alice and Demetri, leaving Alec, Rosalie, Tanya and me standing there just quietly waiting for them to stop, Alec left the front seat to Alice and well I didn´t mention Alice´s size?, let's say she is really really short and skinny, and Alec is really tall, hair light brown, blue eyes totally hot and not at all fat he had muscles but just barely but he took a lot of space in the back, we couldn´t fit the 4 of us in the back and then Alice did something, I wasn´t sure if to kiss her or kill her.
Alice: Bella sorry you won´t fit in there, you will have to sit in someone's lap, and like they have dresses on, so sorry Alec.
Alec: no problem come over here.
Alice: just no grabbing anything I´m watching you.
After that I was just the same color as my dress, completely red. But I got on the car in Alec´s lap and we went to the party, all of the way Alec had his hands on my waist and I felt like I was in heaven in that moment, one moment Alec´s hands were starting to go a little up and I was having trouble breathing, I was trying to keep a straight face until I looked in front with the rearview mirror and Alice and Demetri were watching the whole thing and Alice had this smirk on her face that I knew I wasn´t going to hear the end of it when we went back to her house. But anyways I wasn´t going to take his hands of, after passing threw a bumpy road in the car I felt something in Alec´s weird in Alec´s pants so I looked turned my face to look at him and his face has red and he started whispering something at my ear.
Alec: could you please don´t tell anyone about this, the road didn´t help me at all.
And then I understood what was going on, I got really red to.
Bella: no don´t worry I won´t say anything, anything I can do to help?
Alec: without getting up I don´t think so, I´ll just try thinking of something else.
Bella: oh ok, and sorry about that.
Alec: no it´s not your fault, the movement, that just didn´t help
Alice: what are you two whispering back there?
Both: nothing.
Then Rose who was sitting next to me pulled me and started whispering
Rose: what the fuck is going on tell me?
Bella: nothing rose nothing we are just talking
Rose: about what tell me come on?
Talking loudly
Bella: we were just making fun of Alice.
Alice: hey I heard that
Bella: I know I´m not stupid.
When we got to the party everyone started to get out of the car and me and Alec stayed until the end, after Rose and Tanya where out, I got off so they couldn´t see Alec´s problem.
Alec: just go in, I´ll be there in about 5 minutes or so I have to make a call.
Demetri: whatever I´ll see you inside, come on girls.
Alice: (whispering) what the fuck was that back there?
Bella: nothing
Alice: come on that was not nothing.
Bella: I´ll tell you when we get home ok.
I was so not going to tell her anything but knowing Alice; she will get completely drunk today and will forget all about it.
I went in the party and first person I saw was Jake with Leah, Jake saw me and grabbed me in a big hug carrying me
Bella: JAKE PUT ME DOWN MY DRESS.
Jake: oh sorry I didn´t know you had a dress on, you look really pretty today.
Bella: thanks Jake, hi Leah how are you?
Leah: fine, but tell your friend to stop being so annoying and let me drink.
Bella: Jake you hear her lemon head, let the girl party.
Jake: no we already talked about it Leah don´t try to get her to defend you.
Bella: sorry Leah I tried, well se you guys later I´m getting myself a drink.
I went quickly to the bar and I decided to start slowly so I grabbed some vodka and pineapple juice and went over to Rose and Tanya because Alice was with Demitri, I finished my glass in 10 minutes and we all went to get more, this time I was some rum and made myself a rum and coke when I saw Alec coming over to where the drinks where, I got nervous and I drank all of the drink.
Alec: hey slow down you are going to get drunk.
Bella: nah I can handle my alcohol
Alec: oh really?
Bella: yep I´m sure I can drink more than you and still be standing up.
Alec: ok so put your money were your mouth is, 100 dollars that you can´t
Bella: well I don´t want it to feel like I am stealing from you but ok deal.
Then Alec went into the kitchen and grabbed some shot glasses, the party was at one of his best friends houses, his name was Eleazar.
Alec: ok so you think you can bet me, how many have you taken so far?
Bella: vodka and pineapple juice and rum and coke.
Alec started to mix a glass of the things I said and drank it.
Alec: ok so now let's grab the jagger.
We took a shot, two shots, and three shots.
Alec: ok you seem fine now but.
Bella: to make this interesting, let's take 2 more shots now, and grab a drink and met here in 1 hour for 5 more shots.
Alec: I like the way you think
We took 2 more shots and Alec hid the bottle, we made a glass of scotch and mineral water, I took a sip and went back looking for Tanya and Rose I found Rose talking to this guy named Emmet from school he was a football player, exactly like Jake was behind 2 years and poor Tanya standing there awkwardly. I grave Tanya and took her with me where we saw a bunch of classmates playing spin the bottle, it was kind of junior highish but we decided to join in. to my luck, the bottle landed on me on some girl from my math class told me that I had to put my hand down some hot guy´s pants, I was a little drunk so I stood up and did it, Tanya was actually having a lot of fun playing when I got a bbm from Jake.
Jacob Black: dude I´m so fucking bored I hate coming to parties with Leah
Bella Swan: Isabella to the rescue, where are you?
Jacob Black: outside.
Bella Swan: coming right over.
Bella: hello Jacob, Leah.
Jake: give me that.
He drank my whole glass before I could say anything, oh well I didn´t cheat intentionally, I'll just leave that out.
Jake: you look drunk bells.
Bella: not one tiny bit, I'm sober.
Bella: hey Leah wanna come inside with me, it´s really fun, your friends are dancing in there.( whispering in her ears) I´ll get you a few shots of tequila just don´t say anything.
Leah: yeah sure lets go
Bella: bye Jake I´ll bring her back soon.
I took her and without Jake knowing gave here 3 shots of tequila and sent her with her friends, only girls of course if not Jake would definitely kill me.
Jacob Black: thanks dude owe you one she was suffocating me
Bella swan: no problem ;)
And now was time for my 5 more shots with Alec, as I was walking I saw Edward Cullen in the party with his friend Jasper Whitlock, Edward looked over to me and smiled and I smiled back, I thinks I had always since I was 12 had a huge crush on that guy Edward he was the hottest guy I´ve ever seen, green eyes, redish hair, tall, muscular, he was just the hottest guy in the world, not even a Hollywood superstar could be compare to Edward, but he would never ever be into me so I just shook it off and walked to see Alec.
Alec: right in time for your 5 more shots.
Bella: I´m always in time.
We took the shots and kept doing the same thing until we were out of jagger and we were both drunk, we took another bottle and went outside together and I can´t really remember when it happened but we were kind of making out by the car until I felt my phone.
Jacob Black: where are you? Alice is bugging me because she can´t find you
Bella Swan: sorry be there in a second.
Bella: sorry Alec, Alice is looking for me.
Alec: let her keep looking
Then he pulled me in and started kissing me again harder, a while ago I would have giving anything for this but for some weird thing, I kept seeing Edwards face when I was kissing him and it just didn´t feel right so I pulled away and walked inside
Bella: sorry Alec I have to go.
Alice: where the fuck were you?
After looking at my face for a minute.
Alice: you slut
Bella: what?
Alice: oh don´t what me, your lips are all swollen up.
Bella: oh shut up yours are worse.
Alice: Yeah and I'm not hiding from my friends what I just did.
Bella: did not need to know that, and believe me I did not do nothing as intense as you did so leave me alone.
Alice: yeah I would but we are leaving now, it´s 4:00 am, I know my parents let us come home at the time we want, but tomorrow we are going out again.
Bella: yeah whatever lets go.
Alice, Rose, Tanya and I got in the car with Demitri, he said Alec was staying over Eleazar´s house
We got to Alice´s house fell sleep and got up at noon, we ate and everyone went home with a massive hangover, but at 11 pm we were ready to go out again, Charlie lets me do that because he thinks we come home at 1 when we go out and that we don´t drink, I mean he is the chief of police, no way I would live to see another day if he found out. We went to another party, I have no idea who´s house it is but I was having a lot of fun, I was a little drunk but I was not going to stay until 4 today because I had promise Jake I was going to the movies with him and he would get really mad I fell asleep in the car again from being hangover.
So this party went really calmly until I saw Alec, he didn´t even say hi to me and started kissing some random girl in front of me but it wasn´t like I really cared, I just left and by 1 am I was home and sleeping.
Next day I went to see paranormal activity 2 with Jake, he really is a coward and had to hug me the whole movie because he was really scare, we actually looked like a couple, anyone who saw us would think we were but I have never felt anything with Jake when I hug him I really feel I´m hugging the big brother I never had and I´m sure he felt the same way.
The week went by really uneventfully, same routine every day, Jake would pick me up we would go to school, If we had teamwork we would team up always and go to his house or mine and do our homework and then watch a movie or something.
Next weekend we were ready to party again, only this time, we got fake IDs and we headed over to Port Angeles to this club. I saw Alec there, he tried talking to me but I was mad at him, I mean I wasn´t in love with him or it wasn´t like we were dating but I still didn´t like what he did. So I got in and started drinking, we had been drinking some cheap vodka Alice got in her house, it was awful but it got us drunk enough for a while, when I went in I saw Mike Newton, I went over to him said hi and started drinking and awkwardly dancing, I really wasn´t so great at dancing Mike actually knew that from before, but he was trying to teach me while I stepped on his feet a few times until he spin me around and my ring when flying under the table so we had to go look for it, it was so teen movie cliché, under the table looking for something lost, but after 5 minutes looking we came out from under the table with my ring.
Mike: got it
Bella: thanks so much I thought I lost it
Mike: let´s go sit down you dancing, officially dangerous for everyone near you.
Bella: I would fight you in that but it kind of is.
We sat down in a table at the back of the bar and we were just talking until Mike started kissing my shoulders
Mike: we should go out tomorrow
Bella: yeah sure
Mike: give me your number or your pin to call you tomorrow.
Bella: pass me your phone.
I put my number in only not my pin.
Mike: what time can I call you?
Bella: I don´t know, after 12.
Mike: ok
The I saw how he started getting closer, and closer, I was going to pull away but then I saw Alec and remembered how mad I was so I just went in for the kiss, we were making out at the bar and he was actually a really good kisser until a girl name Lauren came up to him
Lauren: I can believe you are doing that after you just broke up with Jessica, you really are a pig Newton.
Bella: wait? You where dating Jessica Stanley? Dude no, she is my friend how did I not know that? I have to go bye.
And I ran like hell from there. Mike did not call me next day but at school he started starting at me too much and then just I don´t know it was weird. After I heard he finished all his business with Jessica he started asking me out, I said no to dating but we were occasionally hooking up, never had sex with him thought.
3 weeks had past and Mike and I were still friends with benefits, Alice and Demitri had ended things and Rose was now dating Emmet McCarty. Now Alice was hooking up with some guy named Tyler, whose best friend Erick had a thing for me but I was just not one bit interested, he was a goofy looking, short, really skinny guy, I mean I didn´t even enjoy hanging out with him he had really weird hobbies, but Tyler was I have to say really hot.
The party that weekend was at the Cullen house, Edwards 19th birthday, he came home from collage to celebrate it here in Forks, he was studying in Seattle and I was so going, I might not have a chance with him but I always love just looking at him, not in a creepy way, ok maybe yes in a creepy way but no one can blame me the guy is way hot.