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Day #84
It finally happened. We've met an enemy we can't beat. I've tried everything I can think of. Nothing can stop it. We're losing. They already have one of us doing God knows what to them right now. And it's my fault. I'm the leader. I'm supposed to be watching out for everyone and making sure that everyone's safe. Why couldn't they have taken me? Matt is already blaming me for it. And we're losing. I might not admit it to them, but it's true. We are losing...
End entry.
Day #84
Tai won't admit we're losing, but he knows. I'm sure of it. The determined look that's always in his eyes... It's gone. All that's left is a worn-out defeated look. Matt sure isn't helping any. Then again, that's understandable. Someone has to be blamed for it and Tai is the most obvious person. Still, I don't think he should be so hard on him. Biyomon has been trying to comfort Patamon, but it really isn't doing much good. I've just been hiding my emotions. Biyomon knows that, but I won't talk to her about it...
End entry.
Day #84
I wish I knew how to make everyone feel better. I'm supposed to be the sincere one. Well, right now I don't think sincerity will help us much. Something is very wrong about this. I mean besides that fact that we've lost one of our members. I feel like there's something no one will say out loud, but we all know it. In fact, yes, I'm sure of it. It is true. No one wants to be the first to say it, but we ARE losing. It's true...
End entry.
Day #84
I always knew one of us would get killed. At least, that's what I think happened. I always thought it would be me. I mean, I'm unathletic, a pessimist, in short the hypochondriac of the group. I never expected it to be someone so much younger than me. It's not fair. Everything is happening so fast. We'll all die. I just want to know why we were dragged into this in the first place. We're kids for crying out loud. We're not supposed to have to worry about the fate of the world. Our biggest worries are supposed to be about trying to be cool or homework. Why us?
End entry.
Day #84
The inconceivable is upon us. It is our Armageddon. The foe is upon us and we cannot win. What I can't understand is why they would go after someone so young. It can't work out like this. Then again, this isn't some TV show where the heroes always win. This is real life and real life is nothing like a TV show. I learned that the hard way when I found out I was adopted. Whoever said "life isn't fair" made no understatement.
End entry.
Day #84
Why did it have to be him? Of all people why him? And why is everyone acting so different? There's something they won't say out loud, but they all seem to agree on it. It's like they're trying to keep something from me, but what I can't understand. I can tell Tai's relieved it wasn't me because I am his younger sister, but he's beating himself up over what happened. He shouldn't be so hard on himself.
End entry.
Day #84
IT'S NOT FAIR! Why did it have to be TK? WHY? Why couldn't they have taken me? I'm supposed to watch out for him, but I'm doing a terrible job. Ever since mom and dad divorced, I've never been there for TK. I was never there to help him and now he's gone. Or at least, that's what must have happened by now. Then again, you never know with Piedmon. For all I know Piedmon could be torturing him right now. I don't want to blame myself, but it's true. It is my fault; no matter how much I say it's Tai's. I just wish I could have another chance...
End entry.
Day #84
It finally happened. We've met an enemy we can't beat. I've tried everything I can think of. Nothing can stop it. We're losing. They already have one of us doing God knows what to them right now. And it's my fault. I'm the leader. I'm supposed to be watching out for everyone and making sure that everyone's safe. Why couldn't they have taken me? Matt is already blaming me for it. And we're losing. I might not admit it to them, but it's true. We are losing...
End entry.
Day #84
Tai won't admit we're losing, but he knows. I'm sure of it. The determined look that's always in his eyes... It's gone. All that's left is a worn-out defeated look. Matt sure isn't helping any. Then again, that's understandable. Someone has to be blamed for it and Tai is the most obvious person. Still, I don't think he should be so hard on him. Biyomon has been trying to comfort Patamon, but it really isn't doing much good. I've just been hiding my emotions. Biyomon knows that, but I won't talk to her about it...
End entry.
Day #84
I wish I knew how to make everyone feel better. I'm supposed to be the sincere one. Well, right now I don't think sincerity will help us much. Something is very wrong about this. I mean besides that fact that we've lost one of our members. I feel like there's something no one will say out loud, but we all know it. In fact, yes, I'm sure of it. It is true. No one wants to be the first to say it, but we ARE losing. It's true...
End entry.
Day #84
I always knew one of us would get killed. At least, that's what I think happened. I always thought it would be me. I mean, I'm unathletic, a pessimist, in short the hypochondriac of the group. I never expected it to be someone so much younger than me. It's not fair. Everything is happening so fast. We'll all die. I just want to know why we were dragged into this in the first place. We're kids for crying out loud. We're not supposed to have to worry about the fate of the world. Our biggest worries are supposed to be about trying to be cool or homework. Why us?
End entry.
Day #84
The inconceivable is upon us. It is our Armageddon. The foe is upon us and we cannot win. What I can't understand is why they would go after someone so young. It can't work out like this. Then again, this isn't some TV show where the heroes always win. This is real life and real life is nothing like a TV show. I learned that the hard way when I found out I was adopted. Whoever said "life isn't fair" made no understatement.
End entry.
Day #84
Why did it have to be him? Of all people why him? And why is everyone acting so different? There's something they won't say out loud, but they all seem to agree on it. It's like they're trying to keep something from me, but what I can't understand. I can tell Tai's relieved it wasn't me because I am his younger sister, but he's beating himself up over what happened. He shouldn't be so hard on himself.
End entry.
Day #84
IT'S NOT FAIR! Why did it have to be TK? WHY? Why couldn't they have taken me? I'm supposed to watch out for him, but I'm doing a terrible job. Ever since mom and dad divorced, I've never been there for TK. I was never there to help him and now he's gone. Or at least, that's what must have happened by now. Then again, you never know with Piedmon. For all I know Piedmon could be torturing him right now. I don't want to blame myself, but it's true. It is my fault; no matter how much I say it's Tai's. I just wish I could have another chance...
End entry.