This is my first attempt at writing a Fanfiction, this idea just came to me. Please review so I know whether to keep writing.
Summary
Set in New Moon Bella got over Edward, made new friends became a new person, confident, sexy and dangerous to anyone that crosses her and her friends. But something happened in Seattle and now she's forced to run, but what did she do? And what will the Cullen's think of her past and the not so innocent human they left behind?
Introduction
I can't believe my life has become such a mess, if I had known in high school what my life would have become I would have walked away while I still had the chance. If I had known the consequences of the decisions I made I would have walked away and never looked back. That would have been the smart thing to do, to just walk away and carry on with my life as normal.
But all of us make mistakes, I more than others. I know I messed up my life now, it can never be the same as it once was. I am isolated from everyone I know and love my friends my family, My parents will never want anything to do with me now. They must know by now how my life has turned out, my father being the chief of police in forks. What do they think of me now? Do they think I am dead? Do they even care anymore? Or do they think I deserve whatever I get?
I wonder what the Cullen's would think of me now, I'm not the sweet innocent girl they left behind. I have changed so much that I don't even recognise myself anymore, when I look in the mirror I don't even see a shadow of the girl I once was. It once brought me satisfaction, to see every part of Bella Swan gone. Replaced by Isa, confident, sexy and lethal. Now I just feel an empty void, I no longer know who I am anymore only who I should have been.
I will never have a normal life now, not that my life is what can be defined as 'normal'. The decisions I made have altered my life forever, and now I see it's in the worst way possible. How naïve I was to think this was the better life than the one I was living. Anything is better than the life I am living now, a life on the run. I know the police will catch me eventually, and send me down for what I took part in. But I can't stop running I don't want to go to prison, even though I know it is what I deserve for all I have done, for all the lives I have destroyed. I'm scared I will admit I, Isa Swan am scared of being sent down. Because I know once they catch me, I will not see the outside world for a very long time.