I don't own phoebe nor do i own catcher in the rye!
From Phoebe to Holden
Dear Holden,
Pease do better in your new school also did you the new balloons we sent you when you were in the hospital. Better yet did big brother visit you like he was suppose to.
Well now does it matter Holden. I want you to get better. Hey! Do you remembered that trip we took to the go around horses. Well remember way before that when I
wanted to go with you. But you told me I can't and to shut up! Holden you only said that because you knew how important that play was to me and you even told to
shut up so I wouldn't put up a fight. Maybe I was just mad at you Holden because I didn't want to lose another brother. What If you don't have enough money? How long
will my Christmas money last? Are you going to get hurt? Are you going to die-Holden! That's too much what ifs. How about you think of something really good to help
you do good enough in school so you won't get kicked out. How about someone you really love that you don't want to disappoint. How about mom? Dad? Me? Is it
Holden it could be me. I don't want daddy to get mad at you again. Its too much Holden I want him to at least smile when h sees is son. So do me a favor Holden pinky
swear with all the love you have for me that you don't mess up this chance to make me, mom, and daddy happy o.k.! so have fun at your new school for me!
Sincerely, Phoebe Susan Caulfield