My Love Almost Lost
Discaimer-uh...I don't own Sailormoon...
Note-Hey...this is my first fic...plz review! I just got a sudden inspiration today:) This
is based on my love life. On to da fic!
I love him. I think he loves me. But he likes her...and she is his girlfriend. I have
done my studying...in and out of the lines...and all clues suggest that he likes me...
I walk down the halls surrounded by people, yet I notice no one. I get to the classroom,
and take my seat, and as if on cue, you are behind me. Your carress my back so gently,
yet so powerfully. I tremble under your touch. How I long to be touched by you like that
any time I want. Yet she is the one with those rights. My friends all tell me that it
won't last... She doesn't even love him...
Yet it does last. Every day I hope will be the last. The last day of them. The last day
of me. The last day of my suffering.
THat a new day will start. A day of her. A day of us. A day of happiness. THat this day
will last forever.
Knowing that I could end the day of them makes me even sadder. For she is my friend. I
don't want her to be in pain for my selfish gain...
It feels so right...like destiny. like fate...that it should be. Yet it isn't. And it
won't be. For he doesn't love me. If he did, he would leave her wouldn't he?
That brings me to my decision. I won't end the day of them, but I will end the day of me,
the day of my suffering. And move on. I will end it all. I stand on my balcony, and
my decision is made. Life isn't worth living if you must live it in pain, without the one
you love. Is it?
I jump. I plunge down two stories of the three story house. Just the right height for
instantaneous death.
I know that it is coming, and I wait for the realization of the end. To feel life leaving
me. To feel death.
Yet death isn't what greets me. How can this be?!? I had insured death. But there was one
force I didn't count on.
I felt his warm arms around me. Catching me from the inevitable death I faced. Saving me
from myself. Suddenly, I feel my face being lifted, and then warm lips on mine.
"I love you" he says.
"I love you too" I reply.
"It struck me that I had to come here. THat something bad was going to happen to someone I
loved most. I thought taht it was her...then I saw you, and I new what a fool I had been.
Not being able to see that the one I had been looking for, the one I loved, was right
infront of me. But now I understand...will you be mine forever?"
"Forever." I said before I drifted into a cryless sleep.
The next morning, it was truly time for a new day to begin. The day of her. The day of
happiness. THe day of us.
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Ya...it's over. I'll let you decide who it is about! After I wrote it it seemed to me that
it was about Ami and Greg or Mako and a boyfriend that you can create. The begining is
based on my relationship with this guy I know. I wrote this fic to keep me from going
insane. I hope you like.
Well...that's all for now! I will have more fics out soon, and there will be quite a wide
variety:) plz review!!!
Discaimer-uh...I don't own Sailormoon...
Note-Hey...this is my first fic...plz review! I just got a sudden inspiration today:) This
is based on my love life. On to da fic!
I love him. I think he loves me. But he likes her...and she is his girlfriend. I have
done my studying...in and out of the lines...and all clues suggest that he likes me...
I walk down the halls surrounded by people, yet I notice no one. I get to the classroom,
and take my seat, and as if on cue, you are behind me. Your carress my back so gently,
yet so powerfully. I tremble under your touch. How I long to be touched by you like that
any time I want. Yet she is the one with those rights. My friends all tell me that it
won't last... She doesn't even love him...
Yet it does last. Every day I hope will be the last. The last day of them. The last day
of me. The last day of my suffering.
THat a new day will start. A day of her. A day of us. A day of happiness. THat this day
will last forever.
Knowing that I could end the day of them makes me even sadder. For she is my friend. I
don't want her to be in pain for my selfish gain...
It feels so right...like destiny. like fate...that it should be. Yet it isn't. And it
won't be. For he doesn't love me. If he did, he would leave her wouldn't he?
That brings me to my decision. I won't end the day of them, but I will end the day of me,
the day of my suffering. And move on. I will end it all. I stand on my balcony, and
my decision is made. Life isn't worth living if you must live it in pain, without the one
you love. Is it?
I jump. I plunge down two stories of the three story house. Just the right height for
instantaneous death.
I know that it is coming, and I wait for the realization of the end. To feel life leaving
me. To feel death.
Yet death isn't what greets me. How can this be?!? I had insured death. But there was one
force I didn't count on.
I felt his warm arms around me. Catching me from the inevitable death I faced. Saving me
from myself. Suddenly, I feel my face being lifted, and then warm lips on mine.
"I love you" he says.
"I love you too" I reply.
"It struck me that I had to come here. THat something bad was going to happen to someone I
loved most. I thought taht it was her...then I saw you, and I new what a fool I had been.
Not being able to see that the one I had been looking for, the one I loved, was right
infront of me. But now I understand...will you be mine forever?"
"Forever." I said before I drifted into a cryless sleep.
The next morning, it was truly time for a new day to begin. The day of her. The day of
happiness. THe day of us.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Ya...it's over. I'll let you decide who it is about! After I wrote it it seemed to me that
it was about Ami and Greg or Mako and a boyfriend that you can create. The begining is
based on my relationship with this guy I know. I wrote this fic to keep me from going
insane. I hope you like.
Well...that's all for now! I will have more fics out soon, and there will be quite a wide
variety:) plz review!!!