REALIZATIONS IN LOVE

Rating: PG 13
Summary: New discoveries are made in Roswell.
Disclaimer: I do not own Roswell. (Will you please remove the gun from my head now.)
Distribution: Please email me first for my permission
Author's Note: Hmm can't really think of anything to say but please please please enjoy my story and send lots and lots of feedback. (Was that enough begging for you?) Song used is love by Musiq Soulchild
Dedication: Would like to dedicate this to the Frog Princess (Emily) for giving me the idea for this fic.



Love
So many things I've got to tell you
But I'm afraid I don't know how
Cause there's a possibility
You'll look at me differently

Love
Ever since the first moment I spoke your name
From then on I knew that by you being in my life
Things were destined to change cause...
Love
So many people use your name in vain
Love
Those who faith in you sometimes go astray
Love
Through all the ups and downs the joy and hurt
Love
For better or worse I still will choose you first

Many days I've longed for you
Wanting you
Hoping for the chance to get to know you
Longing for your kiss
For your kiss, for your touch, for your essence (your beautiful essence)
Many nights I've cried from the things you do
Felt like I could die from the thought of losing you
I know that you're real
With no doubt or no fears
Or no questions

At first you didn't mean that much tome
But now I know that you're all I need
The world looks so brand new to me
Now that I found love
Everyday I live for you
And everything that I do I do it for you
What I say is how I feel so believe it's true
You got to know I'm true, love

Song by Musiq

LIZ

{Chapter 1}




I kept on walking, even though I could hear Max calling my name. Everything I said to him I meant it. I was not about to stand in the way of his destiny with Tess, no matter how much it broke my heart to walk away. I knew that if I was to stay then eventually his love for me would sour.

He didn't notice the tears that later streamed down my face. In front of him I stayed strong. I kept on walking. Keeping my pace steady so as not to appear weak. For him I had to be strong.

I kept on walking on and on through the vast desert. On and on I walked, until I reached the road that went in and out of Roswell. I stood on the side of that road lost deep in thought. My mind was distant from my heart and body.

My heart and body yearned for Max. His kiss... his touch... his love. However, my mind knew I had a choice to make. My mind was debating heavily with the rest of me. Then my thoughts were interrupted by what
seemed like an angelic voice at the time.


"Do you need a ride?"

Suddenly my decision was made. "Yes, please. Where are you
headed?"

"Albuquerque." Answered the kindly old lady in the truck.

"That's where I'm headed also." I reply as I hop into the passenger side of the 1950 Ford pick up.

We had been driving for twenty minutes before the old woman spoke again. "What's your name Sweetie?"

I hesitated before blurting out. "Angel."
"Angel?"
"Yes. Angel. Angel Martinez."
"Well Angel, my name is Gerdie." She flashed me a gapped toothed grin. "Gerdie Powers. Been living in Albuquerque all my life. Just been visiting my daughter and her family in Roswell."

She went on and on telling me her whole life story. Eventually I just tuned her out. A few minutes later I fell asleep watching the scenery go by. I woke a few hours later when we arrived in the city.

"Do you have somewhere to go?" She asked me.
"Yes ma'am." I said. My goal was to get as far away from Roswell as possible.

I asked her to drop me off at the closest bank. There we said our goodbyes and I went inside. I withdrew all the money I had saved up, which was a total of $4,350. I had been saving that money for a long time.
I was pretty familiar with the city so I hopped the city transit to the Greyhound bus station.

There I bought a one-way ticket to Jacksonville, Fl. I knew no one would think to look for me there. Soon I was on my way. I was setting off to some place new. I needed to get away from all the heartaches and troubles that followed me around in Roswell. I needed to find myself. Find out who the real Elizabeth Parker was.

Yes, I was on my way.