Ilvecoffee-n-NarutoYOUTH: I found this in the bottom of my bookbag at the end of the school year. I vaguely remember writing this, it was towards the beginning of the school year when I first started writing fanfiction all the time. Hope you enjoy.
'I swear I'll bring you back to the village Sasuke…..'
That's funny Naruto, because you can't bring me back. Well, not yet anyway. I have things to do. Goals to accomplish. Revenge to serve.
I wish you woud give up. As much as you may not believe it, I do not like to hurt you Naruto. You may be a dobe, but you're my dobe. I hate seeing your determined face everytime you blindly chase after me. I hate seeing your carefully constructed façade slowly crumble away each time you fail. I don't want to be the reason you finally crack. But it seems as if it's too late because I can already see you cracking. Your eyes are starting to dull, and your smile isn't as bright anymore. I doubt anyone else notices the differences. I doubt even you notice the differences. They're very subtle, yet very clear. So stop your endless pursuit of me before you completely loose youself.
I know the pain you're feeling. You want me back home, and you feel worthless, like a failure, when you can never convince me to return with you. And you'll keep feeling that way if you don't move on dobe…Naruto, if I could, I really would return to the village. I miss my home. I miss everything. Suprisingly, I even miss Sakura, annoying as she is. I miss….you. But if I returned right this minute, right now, would you accept me back? Sure, the Council would, and the others would eventually come around, but would you? Would you let me back in your life, no hard feelings, no strings attached?
I say that I do, but I don't want to kill you dobe. If I see you turning into a monster though, turning into me, if that's what puts an end to your suffering, I will. And I'll be following right behind, because I can't live without you.
But if me leaving has caused all this chaos, destroying both our lives, leaving us souless monsters, then, maybe it's time for a little trip.
Ilvecoffee-n-NarutoYOUTH: Well….i sorta like this….review please.
