Roxas had average grades, friends, and a great family. But what would happen when the reason his best friend moved, was because of him? Will he be the same? Or start to rebel against everything?

RATING: M. drugs, self-abuse, and strong language, and broken hearts. So don't say I didn't warn you, because I did.

DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own Kingdom Hearts…Square Enix does. I am just one of a million people wishing they owned the game.

NOTE: This is a Roxette fan fiction btw. I just recently thought the pairing was cute, but it still doesn't beat my AKUROKU love. XD NOOOOWWWWW……FORWARD!!!

CHAPTER 1 Roxas POV

Don't you hate those days, when everyone just stares at you. Well, I do especially when they are steering clear from you. Seeing the bricks of the clock tower made me sigh in relief, I can finally relax without all the cold stares. Unfortunately, the hike to relaxation, wasn't so relaxing.

Right when I was about to turn back, I noticed I was already at the top. Surprisingly, Hayner, Pence, Ollette weren't here. When they weren't here, then sea-salt ice cream wasn't here, and if that wasn't here, there's no point in going up here.

"Great waste of energy." Roxas said, rolling his eyes.

Turning on my heel I was about to march my happy little way back down, when the door busted right open, with a not so cheerful Hayner. Worst part was he was stomping right toward me. He grabbed my collar and pulled me to where we were at least 3 inches apart.

"What the fuck did you do?" He screamed, shaking with anger.

"What are you talking about? I didn't do anything." I shouted.

"Do you even have a heart? Do you even know how much trouble she's in?"

"Well I don't even know what I did, and who the fuck are you talking about?" I screamed matching his.

"She saw you smoking, and then her parents found out. Now because of you she's moving, and you don't even give a flying fuck." He said his voice getting lower and lower.

"But…"I said blankly. " I don't smoke, you know that."

" I don't even know if I should trust you anymore. For all I know our friendship might just be another lie, you made up." And with that he left.

I stood there dumbfounded. Was our friendship over? Was Ollette really moving? I stood there, for what seemed like hours, before I decided to go home. Questions were running through my head.

I stood in front of my house, staring at the sunset. Watching at how the colors got dark and the stars peeking through. Sighing I walked into my house, and took off my shoes. "Hey honey, dinners about to be ready." My mothers yelled from the kitchen.

"I'm not hungry. Ill be up in my room." I said. Walking through the small house, to my room.

My room wasn't the really the best thing. The walls were painted blood red with black checkers everywhere, there were a few band posters, and pictures of Hayner, Pence, and Ollette. Anger started to boil inside of him. When he couldn't take it anymore, he ran across his room(1)and tore down all the pictures that reminded him. He never wanted to see there faces again, he didn't even want to be in the same room as them. Roxas hated all of them, every single one.

A sat down on his bed not even knowing that he was crying. He hated being alone, hated it. And now he was, no friends, no one to talk to.

He was alone.

DONE!!! So what do you think? Hmm…good yes? I think so, for my first one at least. Well, don't forget to review! I will love it if you do, tell me what I need to improve on if you want too.

1-his room isn't very big btw. Its sorta maybe puny, so when he ran it was only like 5 feet from his bed.