What Will Never Be

By Bra-the-little-sweetie.

Disclaimer: Okay I don't own any of the DBZ characters in my stories…so….

Author Note: I just wanna say thank you to my friend, Eden. I'm dedicating this story to you since you gave me the idea. Aishiteru, Eden. There said it now!! Anyway must write this so you people can read it!!

Chapter 1: Why Do You Do It to Me, Trunks?

Pan looked at the photo in its frame on her desk. It kept distracting her from doing her homework. She sighed as she picked it up. She stared at the five people in it. She looked at one person specifically. She admired him in the photo. She traced her finger over him. His lavender hair, his sapphire blue eyes, his gorgeous smile. She loved everything about him. Even though she knew she never had a chance with him. He was seven years older than she was. He looked at her, as she was a schoolgirl. A little girl, still calling her by her nickname, despite she was sixteen years old. Even though he said she was his 'best-friend' aswell as her Uncle Goten. She hated when he says, "You're one of my best-friends, Panny" it cut her up inside. She wants more even though it would never happen. She sighed and looked at the blonde haired girl. She was the one he wanted she knew she liked him back. Pan envied her. She wished it was she, he wanted not some pathetic human girl. She growled at the girl in the photo. Why didn't he want some one with saiyajin blood in her, like herself? She growled some more. She growled some. She put the photo down and continued with her homework.

"Hey, what you doing?" a familiar voice said behind her.

She turned round, "Trunks?" she cried jumping up and throwing her arms around him, embracing him in a tight hug. He hugged her back. He then sat down on his bed, while she continued with her work.

"So Trunks why have I been graced with your presence?" she laughed.

"Girl problems as usual," he sighed lying down on her bed, "Well actually Marron," heplaced his hands behind his head.

'Oh great' Pan thought to herself, 'Marron.' Her face twisted with jealously, but she wouldn't let Trunks she that. She remained her back to him and continued to do her work.

"What do you think about her?" he looked over to her, her back faced to him.

"I suppose she's okay," she lied, hiding her jealously and pain. She really wanted to tell him what she thought, but didn't.

"Yeah," he sighed looking at the ceiling, "She's smart, funny…"

'Here we go again,' Pan rolled her eyes taking no notice of what he was saying. She didn't care about Marron. But she did care about him, more than he knew.

"And brilliant. Don't you think, Panny?" Trunks asked the quarter saiyajin.

"Whatever you say Trunks," Pan mumbled. She hated when he called her 'Panny'. Why doesn't anyone treat her like an adult? She was sixteen for Kami's sake, yet they treated her like she was still six years old.

"Did you say something, Panny?" Trunks sat up, looking at her.

She turned round with a fake smile on her lips, "Sure," she lied.

He smiled at her, "Cool, thanks, Panny."

Pan turned back to her work and Trunks lay down on her bed again, pacing his hands behind his head. He stared at the ceiling again.

Pan wanted him to leave, but once he did she knew she would miss him.

Trunks closed his eyes, "I think Marron's the one," he blurted out.

Pan stopped writing. She dropped her pen. Her heart sank and she was filled with sadness. Tears formed in her eyes. She blinked them away.

"What do you think, Panny?" He asked his eyes still closed.

She didn't answer him. She couldn't. She was too upset and speechless.

Trunks looked at her when she didn't answer, "Panny?"

"Uhhhh…yeah Trunks," she found her speech again. She tried to control her voice so it wouldn't sound shaky or upset.

"You all right?" he asked, sitting up. He noticed her pen on the floor, "You dropped you pen."

"Oh yeah," Pan looked at the pen on the floor. She bent down, wiping a tear from her eye as she picked it up.

"How do you think I should ask her?" he continued with the torture.

"I don't know Trunks! Can't you think for yourself!" she said bitterly.

"What?" Trunks looked at her, confused by her harsh tone of voice, her back still to him.

"I meant just be yourself," she turned to face him with a fake smile, "Who could resist you?" she laughed. Masking the truth behind the last sentence.

"Heh," he laughed. He got up and walked over to her, "Thanks, Panny," he kissed her forehead.

"No problem," she forced a smile, her hurting on the inside.

"Well I have to get back to work before my mom realises I'm gone and flips at me," he laughed.

Pan smiled, not wanting him to go. She was going to say something, but didn't in the end.

"Ja ne, Panny," he called as he flew out the window.

"Bye," she whispered at him.

Pan lay on her bed. Everyone had gone to bed. She looked outside her window to see a very big full moon (A/N: In my story there's a moon even though I know piccolo blew it up.) staring back at her. She pulled her covers closer to her. She closed her eyes remembering the conversation she had with Trunks earlier that day. When he said marron was the one, she felt her heart sink. She felt like dying. The man she loved had spilt her heart in two, that day. It wasn't his fault, he didn't know. Tears filled up on her closed eyes. She started to sob. She turned her face to her pillow. Half her face hid in it. Tears flooded her cheeks, each leaving a watery trail behind. Whimpers escaped her lips. She seemed to cry for what seemed like hours. She cried until she felt she had no more energy left in her heart broken body, that's when she fell asleep. She didn't ever want to wake up, because once her eyes opened all the pain would come back. She dreamt that night of the haunting day she just had.

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So what do you think? Well I'll have chapter two up soon. Again I wanna say thanks to my best friend for giving me the idea. Well I'll get chapter soon written up soon!

Ja ne