Chapter 1
Broken Hearts and Broken Promises.
MAX:
He is really gone. He just…left. All I got was a stupid note? Is that all I'm worthy of… a piece of paper with words on it? Dylan did this...Angel did this... UGHHHH! Heck I guess even I did this! If I had just kept to myself and never fell for Fang maybe he would still be here! But I can't change that now.
The flock doesn't need me anymore. They have Angel to lead them. They wouldn't miss me. They didn't before. (But Max, remember how that ended? They almost got killed! They DO need you!) Why hello stupid annoying Voice... perfect time to chime on in eh?
I don't want to hear what you have to say, I don't want to hear what anybody has to say because it doesn't matter. I don't know how to deal with this pain... the pain of my heart… and its breaking.
FANG:
How the hell did I even do that? I can't believe I actually left her. It hurts so bad… I had to break my own heart to save her by leaving her... and I probably hurt her in the process. I know I did this to protect her... to save her. And the flock but gah that was the hardest thing I've EVER had to do. I would have rather died taking a bullet for that girl. Leaving her was almost too much 2 bear. She can't follow me because she doesn't know where I am. I am truly alone… and it sucks. I've got to try and stick this out... for her. It's all to protect her. The only thing that sucks worse is that stupid fricking Dylan is still there UGHHHH. I really hope I don't regret this.
Max:
I don't know how long I was in "his" room… I busted out crying and finally just fell asleep. It seemed to be around… 5:00 o'clock or something in the morning? Ah Hell! Well there's no way I'm going to be able to go back to bed without crying and I'm sick of crying so I guess I'll just stay up.
There is this battle going on deep inside me…
Fight this pain... or give in?
I have to fight this pain every day without him... every hour... every second… and that takes more energy and effort then you could imagine... and it's STILL impossible to keep him out of my head! So if the fight isn't working… maybe I should just give in. (I no I usually wouldn't even go this low... I no I NEVER resort to giving in to anything especially my own emotions but this hurts more then any injury, any aspect of my past, anything! I can't deal with this!).
My Decision is made.
Fang:
…ok this is just KILLING ME! I'll try to do this... try to do the right thing. I'll give myself 1 month... maybe 2... Then when I crack… SCREW DYLAN AND EVERYBODY ELSE! When it becomes too much… I'm going back.