CHAPTER 1: In too deep

A/N: This is the continuation of the news that Dean had received in the cliffhanger of "Entitlements and Deception 2" and if you didn't read the first two installments then you're going to be very confused as to what's going on. AJ, Roman, Nikki and John will also be a part of this story. Rated T for language and rated T for now.

~Emerald loves Sapphire~

That night Dean laid wide awake as his beloved Seth slept next to him, the words to his and Paige's conversation had haunted him as they continued to painfully echo across his mind. He couldn't believe that he had landed himself in water once again. "I'm so motherfucking stupid" he thought. "So fucking stupid. Why in the hell did I have to sleep with her?"

He angrily groaned as he turned on his side to face Seth. "How in the fuck am I supposed to tell him?" He continued watching his fiancé's slumber for as long as he could before he just couldn't take it anymore. He sat up, being extra careful to not wake him and he snatched his iPhone off of his nightstand and headed straight for the bathroom. Leaning up against the door, he slowly dialed Paige. After several rings, she answered.

"Jonathan, do you have any idea of what time it is?" she asked. "Look um…Saraya?" Dean whispered. "What!? What are you saying!? Speak louder I can't hear you!" Paige said. "I can't" said Dean. "I don't wanna talk so loud. I don't want to risk waking up Colby." Paige sat up in her bed and quickly fastened her black robe. "Are you serious Jon?" she asked. "You did not just make a phone call to me at 4 o'clock in the morning just to wake me up and discuss your idiot fiancé."

"He is not an idiot" said Dean. "Well in my eyes he is one" said Paige. "I can just only hope that this baby didn't inherit your stupid." "Yeah…about that" said Dean as he scratched his head. "Um…are…are you sure that you're even pregnant?" "You know gee Jonathan I guess when a woman has unprotected sex and then her period is late by oh I don't know…2 weeks give or take plus the added in morning sickness on top of other shit that usually goes along with a pregnancy…I guess…I guess that generally does mean that I AM pregnant" Paige said sarcastically.

Dean sighed. "Look there's no need for sarcasm…ok?" "You see actually there is especially since the father of your unborn child is a complete and total jackass" Paige said angrily. "This was definitely not how I wanted to start the New Year" Dean thought. "Why are you so angry?" Dean asked. "Oh wait…I forgot that you hate having your sleep disturbed." "Bingo!" Paige said. Dean sighed once again. "How long have you known?" he asked. "How long have you know about this?" "For 6 weeks" Paige said as she turned on her lamp.

"6 weeks!?" Dean harshly whispered. "And you waited until now to tell me!?" "I was afraid" Paige said calmly as she played with her hair. "Afraid of what!?" Dean whispered. "Well actually…I think…I think it was more of me being in denial and horrified about the situation, you know considering my ex knocked me up for real this time when he is supposedly engaged to marry his boyfriend for real this time…get it?" Paige said.

"Your attitude you know is what's honestly scaring me" said Dean. "On top of me actually knocking you up." "Well what was it that they say? Oh yeah "be careful of what you wish for?" yeah I think I have one of those going on" Paige said. "How in the hell are you so calm about this?" asked Dean. "Oh Jonathan, trust my dear. I'm not" said Paige. "I'm not calm in the least bit I'm actually…disturbed." "Yeah you're right about that one" Dean said under his breath. "What did you say?" asked Paige. "Nothing" Dean lied. "So what are we going to do about this?"

"We?" Paige said. "Oh so now there's a "we" again? Yeah I don't think so." "Saraya…you're not exactly making this very easy for me" said Dean. "I'm not supposed to be having a baby with you. Fuck I'm not supposed to be having a baby at all." "Oh so you and that hot-No. Sexy-ass little Lopez of yours isn't planning on adding to the family?" Paige said. "Kyle is enough of a responsibility for Colby, let alone the both of us" said Dean. "And I'm sorry but did you just call my fiancé sexy?"

"Sure did" Paige said boldly. "Wait…you don't have a thing for him do you?" asked Dean. "Because I think that ship has long since left and docked on the other side." "Nope he's all yours" said Paige. "Besides I don't like cheaters." "You weren't telling me that when I was fucking you all those months ago" Dean said heatedly. "Aww…did I hit a nerve? Oh I am so sorry" Paige taunted. "Besides if I really wanted him I would have taken him. In fact I almost did."

"What!? When!?" asked Dean. "Hmm… I do believe that there was this one time that we had sex in that locker room closet at a gym? Yeah that's when" said Paige. "He still likes breasts you know? Particularly mine." "He's bisexual" Dean said as he rolled his eyes. "And you know what Saraya you could have tried all you wanted but he would have never taken you. He would have never done that to me." "Why not?" asked Paige. "You did it to Joe so what's stopping Colby from ever doing it to you and if I recall you're the one who was always the cheater in this little triangle you've created."

"I didn't create anything" said Dean. "Oh yes you did" Paige seethed. "You could have just told Colby no I'm sorry but I have this girl that I'm really in love with and that I want a life with but no you chose to not only screw with him but your other best friend's wife in which by the way I still don't know how good she was to you." "Why the fuck does that even matter to you?" asked Dean. "Why are you still on this shit? Are you ever going to go away?" "Funny thing Jonathan I already did go away" Paige said. "But you came back to me and now we have this thing that we created that isn't going away…at least anytime soon."

"What do you mean by that?" asked Dean. "You're not going to…kill it are you?" Paige became quiet. "Look just, tell me where you are and I'll-"

"AND YOU'LL WHAT!?" shouted Paige. "Come try talk me out of a decision that I may or may not already have made!?" "Look just…let's talk about this together ok?" said Dean. "Like adults. You're going to be 28-years-old in August and I'm going to be 35 in December. We're way too old to be acting like this anymore…even I've grown up." "Jon…" said Paige. "We tried talking the last time and you already know what ended up happening." "You came on to me" said Dean. "Yeah but you didn't even try to stop me" Paige calmly said. "Besides we came on to each other." "But I did try to stop you" said Dean. "Yeah but you really didn't want to stop" said Paige.

"It was supposed to be for just one more last time…and it turned into something completely irreversible" said Dean. "Maybe…" Paige thought. Dean became quiet until Paige spoke again. "I'm sorry" she said. "But this is something that has to be dealt with." "So then let me come over" said Dean. "Let me help you with this." "What if I don't want you coming over?" Paige said. "Have you ever thought about that?" "You make my heart feel so twisted, you know that?" said Dean. "How can you drive me insane but at the same time…"

"Jon…" Paige trailed off. "You sound like you're still in love with me." "But that's just it Saraya" said Dean. "I'm not anymore." "So why did we have sex?" Paige asked tearfully. "Why'd you come all the way over to my house?" "I told you that I wanted closure from you" said Dean. "And that's something that I never got a lot of in my life."

"Is that why when we were finished…you just quietly got up and left without saying another word?" asked Paige. "I mean I don't understand. It was loving. It was passionate. You took your time with me just like when we were together…I just…don't understand." "What else could I say?" said Dean. "I told you that I was sorry." "I…I didn't hear you" Paige said as the tears began flowing down her face. "I didn't hear you when you said that to me."

"I'm sorry that you didn't" said Dean. "I'm sorry too" said Paige. "I'm sorry but you broke my heart. You broke my heart and I just had to get back at you for that. I had to get back at you for all you've done to me and I just didn't know any other way how." "Why didn't you just leave me after you found out?" asked Dean. "Why couldn't you just left me?" "Because I loved you with all of my heart Jon. You made me feel things that I've never felt with another man before and to have that ripped from me…to have all of that ripped from me really ruined me" said Paige. "It destroyed me."

"I'm really sorry that I've hurt you Saraya" said Dean. "And I can't say that I didn't mean but all I can say is that if I could take it back…I would." "What do you mean?" asked Paige. "That I wouldn't have slept with AJ and I would have just told Colby no or just left you first before I got with him" said Dean. "Why did you stop loving me?" asked Paige. "Sometimes things just come to an end Saraya" said Dean. "With or without explanation."

"Is that why you cheated on me more than once?" asked Paige. "Don't…don't worry about that" said Dean. "No Jonathan I want to know" said Paige. "Like I said. Sometimes there are things that you can't explain" said Dean. Paige nodded as her tears slowed down. "Look maybe you should get some sleep" said Dean. "It'll be daylight soon and besides…I'd like to discuss this with you face to face as soon as possible." "I'll think about it" said Paige. "Just…please don't do anything rash" said Dean. "Goodnight Jonathan" Paige said. "Goodnight Sara-"

But before Dean could finish his sentence, she had already hung up on him. He sighed as he made his way back to bed. To his surprise and amazement, Seth was still fast asleep and seemingly undisturbed much to his relief. "How in the hell am I supposed to tell him?" he thought. "What am I going to do now?"

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