Transformers Sparks by: Zombi
I dont own Transformers just my characters!
F/F/R

Prologue:

Fading...

I held back tears, i held back the pain. I have no idea what I am doing or how im going to survive in this hole were others are going as crazy as I am. Literally crazy. One had already lost it. Everyone moved away from him, moved closer to me. He sat in the corner shaking, crying...no, bleeding, from the optics, from his chest. Disgusting! Thats all that went through my mind. Disgusting! How could our leaders thought and pasted such a law to banish our kind were we go insane and kill ourselves. We are doing there dirty work for them. Kill ourselves because of who and what we are. One came closer to me and placed a hand on my shoulder. "Have you seen it yet?" What happens to us once we snap?" I didnt answer i just watched in horror. It wasnt long before he screamed out from the pain and clawed at his chest ripping everything out. It was not wanted to him it wasn't worth having it. One little thing that he ripped out made him die, made him go offline in seconds. I looked away has he faded. The guards came in and took him away like that. One smirked turned towards us. "Dont worry i'm pretty sure your deaths will me more painful then his." He chuckled and walked out of the the cell, locking the gate behind him. The girls trembled at the big guards bad words.

I felt the erg to bust my way threw the walls. To find him and let him hold me, praise me...smile. But that will never happen because he put me in here, well forced to put me in here by our leaders. "Dangerous," they said, "Monsters that will destroy you and I. They must suffer!" Many retaliated but they were silenced one way or another. They created things that would know wether one was it or not. They looked at my father, no. Me, sirens burst threw the streets. People panicked and began to stare. "Shes like them, is she going to kill us, not yet they have to get older." They pride me from my fathers grasp. He didnt even fight back. Him! My father didn't fight them, protect me. He just watched in pure silence as they took me away and dumped me in this hell.
I first i didnt want to believe he just let this happen, that he would come for me. I guess everyone thought that way that someone would come for them that they would be saved and be free. i wish i could be free, be held and live happly with my father. But like i said I couldn't be with my father ever again.

The same mech sat next to me since that day of that poor, horrifying death. I dont know why i guess he felt safe now that he made a connection with someone in this cell. "I cant die here!" He said one night. It was quiet and the guard where drinking not really caring about there duties. The mech looked at me and frowned. "I just can't die here, no way!" I grew scared. I didn't know what he is thinking, how could I? "What do you want to do?" He looked to the bars of the cells. Just a few feet infront of it were stairs leading to the surface, I think. "Ok look, im breaking out of this hell hole you in?" I thought, escaping. "But wouldnt that prove there point of how dangerous and unpredictable we are? It would prove everything that is not true!" I said at a high whisper. "Hey you...freaks! Shut up!" One of the soldiers came down drunk as anything swaying back and forth. We became quiet until he left. "Think about it! Freedom, being able to see them again. Out Spark holders!" That name, is that what they are called. Spark Holders. The keeper of my life, my will to live and erg to escape, to be by his side and again and feel his touch his praise. No! That would never happen. But that feeling i want it so bad! I want him to hold me! "Please femme! Help me!" I looked at him. He was sure that this is what he wanted. "What about the others?" "They'll follow if they dare! So, are you in?" I nodded. That feeling was to much, i wanted it, Needed it! This was better then sitting here and killing ourselves after we snap. I wont see it again or have myself go through with it. "Whats the plan?"

The plain was simple, scary, but it was the only way. My partner, Chaser, was going to pretend to go crazy and "kill me" then shut momentarily offline tricking the guards and taking us both from our cells and throwing us into the "pit" as we call it. It took awhile to pull off the fact that Chaser snapped. It took a series of 3 days to complete. First, he paced back and forth within the cells screaming im guessing his spark holders name over and over again. Second, at night he told everyone to move out of one corner to the other side of the room. They easily followed orders because they believed he was snapping, he huddled up in the corner and began to rock back and forth like the other one, crying screaming, and tearing at his arms and face. I was so mesmerized that he was able to pull this off i really though he was snapping, going crazy like the last. The guards began to notice at this moment. They pointed at him and told each other to prepare for more madness and "a show" Oh my blood began to boil now. They were making me angry with there cocky smile and there know it all attitude. They thought they were above us, they think they can control us. The erg for me was heating up, i needed to leave tomorrow or i was going to snap. I had to find him soon! Third, he snapped. He came out of nowhere and attacked me clawing at my chest and neck. I screamed, i thought it as real. Everyone backed away from us creating an all most circle like, a show. Like a show! I couldnt believe it! The guards were getting there show! Chaser made a quick and finally blow to my neck, cutting a vein. I panicked, this was real he was not playing around. He really snapped. I kicked him off right into the hands of the guards. "Got him!" "What about the femme?" "Shes dead anyway, throw her in the pits and him, deal with him." Chaser expression changed. He hadnt snapped he was playing the part. It all happened to fast, the plan back fired he needed time to shut down first but no! I kicked straight into the arms of the guards.

They took him away first into a small room. I couldnt see him but i saw shadows. Bang! I yelped. His shadow feel down and his blood poured out the room. I closed my eyes, i didnt want to see any of it! No! i didnt want to see the pits, all the dead bodies that i will be thrown into. Wait...what was that. This feeling, im tired, relaxed, a feeling of being complete. Is this energon lose. No, it cant be. "Sir! You cant be here! You are not-" "Yes i am!" That voice, i know that voice, i was born into the arms of that voice! I opened my eyes and looked up. I couldnt believe there he was. With his friend, his friend oh i missed him to! He was so nice and caring towards me, but him...my father he held my spark in his hand and such warmth came with it! The feeling was pure joy. I wish i could smile at him. "Hold me! Praise me!" I wish i could say but no i couldn't. I placed my fingers to my slashed neck. To much was gone, i wasnt going to make it, wasnt going to be held, or feel his warmth. Not even a finger tip I would feel. Chaser is dead after all of this, and I...I die too...No! It wont alow myself to die and leave him i cant! My body had other plans. I slowly slipped in and out of state of mind. The black void was so close, that was the only thing I could reach, i could feel. I reached out trying to grab it only i missed and feel down a deep black hole.

The wind blew my wet face and warmth that i have been wanting to feel for months now I could feel it. My optics slowly opened and there was, holding me smiling down at me. "Daddy?" He tried to wipe away the energon that coverd my face and neck. "Im so sorry young one. I should have came sooner. I wanted to save you." I smiled at his sympathy, his affection to me alone. "Daddy, your here holding me. Can...can you praise me as well." I seemed shocked but he realized it was my dying wish to be praised by him. "I...am so proud of you Starlight, my daughter, my sparkling, my sire..." He pet my face, "I dont want you to fade." I gagged and chocked. "I dont...want to fade either but this...this is all i wanted. To be in your arms, to praise me, to feel this warmth i now call home...I dont want to leave it but...but i cant help it daddy. I cant..." I was fading. He shook me, yelled at me. No! Stay happy, stay smiling...please. "Daddy...smile...once more." He did. i wanted it to be the last thing i see. His friend came to the other side of me and tried to smile. "I...cannot." he said sadly. I reached out to him. My fingers grazed his cheek. Two blue lines were marked now on his face. His optics widen and tears formed. "Good...bye.." I looked up at my dad stilling smiling, not crying, until i saw him. They poured and flowed. One tiny drop fell to my cheek. Last thing i felt my nervous system clicked, shut down. Movement, click. Spark...No! Not yet i want say good bye please. "Fa...ther...Souuuunnnnnnnnn" Click!

"Starlight!"...Stay smiling Megatronous...please?