Staring out my window,
I am lost in my past,
Forgotten memories are found,
And emotions are gone,
I don't feel emotion,
As I remember things forgotten,
They are horrible to remember,
But I cannot forget them,
They surround me and keep me there,
They make me watch the never ending movie,
They will never stop,
I wish they would,
I fall asleep,
Knowing what awaits me,
Wishing there was another way,
Forgotten memories become sweet nightmares.