Ok, probably the saddest fic I'm ever gonna write! I'm extremely light hearted, but when I was listening to this song I came up with this idea and y'know can't just ignore the plot bunnies.
Summary: "Don't cry Deidara. I'll be with you forever, remember? Just kiss me one more time before I go." Deathfic, songfic, Character OOC
Rated: T
Oh yeah and Sasori died before Chiyo and Sakura left, but not in this story because that would just mess it up
Ever the Same
Deidara ran swiftly back to their hideout after getting rid of all those bothersome leaf village ninjas.
"Danna's going to be so mad, un," Deidara thought. (A/N Does anyone think Deidara uns in his thoughts?) Deidara got there expecting to see his Sasori-danna standing there after defeating those bothersome ninja, but instead he found his worst nightmare. His danna lying there with swords protruding from where Deidara knew Sasori's heart was.
"S-Sasori-danna…?"
-Flashback-
"Doesn't the moon look pretty tonight Danna, un?" Deidara asked as the two walked through a sweet-smelling grassy field somewhere in the middle of nowhere. (Sasori is not in Hiruko, I don't know why)
"Don't let your guard down Deidara," Sasori reprimanded, "We can't be distracted by things like beauty, only for our art because we use that to fight. Criminals don't have time for pondering or thinking, we're strong and brave and fight and kill."
"You're so serious danna, un," Deidara said, "Though, I think you're wrong, un. If I did what you said, I'd just be unhappy. I'd rather be happy; in case you forgot I didn't want to join Akatsuki in the first place."
Sasori stopped walking, which caused Deidara to also still, "You're so naïve. I thought killing people made you happy."
"No danna, creating art makes me happy, un. I just happen to use it to kill people because I was hired to, now I use it to help this organization, un" Deidara sighed.
"You don't like being in Akatsuki? Ok then, go." Sasori challenged.
"What, un?" Deidara asked confused.
"You don't like it here? Go, run away. I won't stop you, I'll just tell Leader-sama you died," Sasori said, a strange look on his face that Deidara didn't recognize.
"No, I don't want to leave, un. I'm not unhappy, I just would be if I did the things you said; just going around fighting and killing people," Deidara said nervously.
"You're being hypocritical," Sasori said annoyed, "Why are you so happy in Akatsuki then? Is there something you're not telling me? You can tell me anything you want, I wouldn't care."
"It's because of you, un" Deidara said quietly.
A flash of surprise crossed Sasori's face for a split second before being covered up, "I'm your partner. Does it mean that much to you?" he asked, slightly afraid of the answer.
"I love you Sasori-danna, un" Deidara confessed.
Sasori walked up to Deidara and placed his wooden hand on one of Deidara's red cheeks. The blonde flinched, expecting to be hit.
"I thought you'd never say that," Sasori whispered and kissed Deidara softy. The two never told anyone about that moment or that they made love in the sweet smelling grass afterwards.
-End Flashback-
We were
drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down
under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone
broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now
Deidara ran to his danna, falling to his knees next to his partner, his love. Sasori opened his eyes when he heard someone next to him. He smiles slightly when he saw it was Deidara.
"I thought I was going to die without you here. Guess my dying with came true," Sasori said, his voice slightly raspy.
"No Sasori-danna, you can't die!" Deidara cried, bordering on hysterics.
"Settle down Dei, and don't fool yourself. I'm going to die," Sasori said. Deidara couldn't say anything; tears were forming behind his eyes.
"Can I hold you?" Deidara asked finally and Sasori nodded. The blonde wrapped his arms around his Sasori-danna and held him there on his lap, for probably the last time.
Just
let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you
and we'll both fall down
Fall on me
Tell me everything you want
me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same
Tears ran down Deidara's cheeks and fell, hitting Sasori's wooden face.
"Careful Deidara, water ruins the wood remember?" Sasori said, smiling slightly at the memory.
-Flashback-
"Wow, Sasori-danna! Look at this waterfall, un," Deidara said happily, "Well this is the Land of Water." Deidara took off his shoes (A/N I don't know the technical term for them) and cloak, rolling up his pants a bit and walking in the water.
Sasori just watched Deidara, the blonde was quite entertaining Sasori thought.
"You should come in Sasori-danna, un," Deidara called, the water up to his knees.
"Don't be silly Dei, don't you know you can't get wood wet?" Sasori asked his lover.
"Oh yeah, sorry, un," Deidara said, grinning. Suddenly the wind picked up and Sasori's hat flew off his head, "I'll get it, un," Deidara said, running off to catch it. Sasori couldn't help but smile at the blonde.
"Here Sasori-danna, un," Deidara said, handing Sasori his hat. Sasori took it and then threw it somewhere before pulling Deidara down into a kiss.
-End Flashback-
"No Sasori, this isn't the end, un. You can't die," Deidara said, all the thoughts of things he and Sasori did together. How much fun they had, all the love they shared. It just made it harder to say goodbye.
"Deidara…"
We
would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing
down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're
scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us
Man, this
doesn't need to be the end
Just let me hold you while you're
falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down
Fall
on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with
you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there
for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in
me
Ever the same
Deidara tried to wipe the tears from his face, but they just kept coming.
"I'm sorry danna. Ever since we've been partners, I've been such a bother, un. You always have to help me when I get in trouble and deal with my immaturity. I'm sorry, un" Deidara said which caught Sasori off guard.
"You don't have to be sorry. I love you, which is why I put up with you. You're not that much of a bother. I mean you're the only one to capture a Jinchuuriki so far," Sasori said, not wanting to die with his partner so sad.
"Thank you Sasori-danna, for everything, un" Deidara said quietly.
You may
need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I
assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I
can only give you love
Sasori flinched in pain, "It's almost time for me to go Deidara," Sasori said sadly. Deidara cried harder at those words, small sobs escaping him.
"Don't cry Deidara, I'll be with you forever remember? Just kiss me one more time before I go," Sasori said, voice strained.
Deidara bent down and kissed Sasori softly but passionately, telling him without words how much he loved him.
"I love you Sasori-danna, un," Deidara whispered, after breaking their last kiss.
"I love you to Dei. You be good, I'll see you later. When you die, that is," Sasori whispered back and smiled before closing his eyes.
Sasori was dead. Deidara bit his lip, trying to hold back his sobs, but failed. He stayed there for hours, crying for his Sasori-danna. His partner, his danna, his best friend, his lover.
Fall on
me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever
in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and
you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
-Break-
"And this time you will…die!!" Deidara shouted at Sasuke Uchiha, "The blast radius is over ten kilometers! There's no way you'll escape! Yup!"
"This is for you Sasori, un" Deidara thought, "We will be together forever, ever the same. Here I come…Sasori no Danna."
Ever the same
(Starts crying) Oh god this is one of my favorite creations, go figure I'm good at killing people which is my least favorite thing to do. Please review, for Sasori and Deidara.
Song: Ever the Same
by Rob Thomas