My Darling:

You know, I always thought we'd last forever.

We didn't always get along.

You were always trying to be there, and I would always try to make you understand.

I would try to make you understand me, without figuring me out.

Because I had not figured myself out yet.

But now here we are.

Broken...

Torn to pices...

Unfixable...

Irreconcilable

We just can't recover the broken pices and glue them back together

I'm sick of the back and forth.

The wear and tear.

It's been a few years since I came back into your life,

and you into mine.

But nothings ever been the same.

We always fight.

Always cry.

I get violent, and I may toss a few things at you,

and you might follow suit and do the same.

But it would never be you to start all of this chaos between

It would be me.

You were too perfect.

Why would you let such an imperfection, tarnish your happiness?

I came into your life.

We became friends.

More than friends.

Your family became mine.

And I let you all down.

I took your friendship, trust, love, and companionship, crumbled it all up, and tossed it into the flames.

I lit the fire.

And I watched it burn.

But I didn't mean to hurt you!

I did do, what i did.

Because in the moment of my greatest weakness.

The evil I caused seemed to be my wonderful omen.

I went with it.

I made a deal with your greatest nemesis

...

...And for what?

...Power?

...?Authority?

...Wealth?

... I could literally split the world in two if I wanted!

Just to get people to listen to me.

But even so,

if in the end I changed.

I changed my mind.

I helped you.

I pratically died for all of you.

You honored me in death.

I didn't deserve the kindness.

Even if you were the only one willing enough,

stupid enough,

desperate enough, to do so,

I didn't- dont, deserve your effort.

You're too perfect to try and handle my imperfections Garfield.

After all this time, I pretended not to remember all of this.

When we saw each other after everything had happened.

And I said I didn't remember.

I lied.

But, I was telling the truth in the end.

You should have forgotten about me.

Moved on.

Find yourself, and find your happiness.

All this thime, I've been pretending, to be the girl you should've had in the first place to maybe hope I could make things right.

But they never forgave me.

Even the one, who when she first met me, immediatly wanted to be friends.

I cry myself to sleep every night at thinking how much you've put at risk the past couple of years, just to have me in your arms again, to kiss me, to hold me, to love me and call me yours.

And I've felt sick.

Horrible,

Because I've pratically driven a wedge between you and your family.

I didn't want to come to this conclusion.

But your kindness and unending love has driven me to this point.

I'm ending things between us.

I'm leaving, once more and forever.

I cause more bad than good, and deep down, I know you know that I'm right.

(I always was Garfield.)

I'm leaving this town, this state, maybe even the country.

Maybe we'll run into each other again.

And maybe not.

I want you to be happy.

I know your not.

I know how sad you get, when you think about them.

You moved out and we moved into our own apartment because you thought it would solve things.

You're just as depressed as I am, and we're not helping each other.

Return to the Titans Beast Boy.

I'll be alright.

Eventually, you will too.

I appreciate the risk, but... The toll that came with it...

You know it wasn't even worth it.

But I do love you.

I always will, never foget that.

I love you Beast Boy.

~Terra

Authors note:

Welp! I hope you enjoyed this little oneshot!

I had the words in place for a while, but I couldn't figure out the POV... So then, this little baby was born.

R&R, and I'll be updating my other story soon!

LoveLikeOhGirl Signing out!