I can't stop myself
My hand inches forward
Toward his neck
"do it" meg says
to the demon inside me
I fight against it
I struggle to gain control
"bobby" he says
trying to get to me
meg laughs
I keep fighing
Dean pleas for it
He depends on it
He needs it
So I do
I take control
And do all I can
I drive the knife
Into my stomach
To save him