The worst time is right after a break up. The way you must get used to sleeping, eating and thinking alone again. The isolation of your mind is enough to strangle you. Doesn't matter if your 18 or 42. Heartbreak has no age limit.
While on Grindr for the morning Stiles felt terrible. It had been ten days since the breakup. The thoughts buzzing in his head "it's not me it's you." "I just need to find out what I want." All of them swirling to become a tornado going 24/7 in my brain. Most mornings getting up before school feels like a ton of bricks hanging off my body making it hard to move. But it was a necessary evil.
Walking the halls feeling his eyes roll into my skull trying to find anything that would distract him from his thoughts. That's when he ran into Scott. Best friend and alpha of the local wolf pack walking toward him would help. "Hey Scott" Stiles said like he did every morning to his best friend before getting into his locker for the day for his books. "Hey Stiles did you do the homework from last night"? I did so I handed it over while he would copy it before our class. I knew that Scott wasn't doing well after his girlfriend Allison died just a few months ago. I helped where I could even if it's just by giving him homework so he didn't fail our class. "Did you sleep well last night? You look tired." You couldn't lie to Scott his wolf senses could tell when you tried but I did anyways because I knew that he would let me slide. "No I just couldn't get to sleep is all." Little did he know I was on Grindr till three am looking for a hook up. I am tired of being a virgin and losing guys because of it.
After speaking to Scott, I checked my phone because I didn't want to with Scott around. I had a red dot on the message thing alerting me that I got one. I quickly opened it to reveal a blank profile pic and a "hey". For fun, I replied because I was bored of school. I got a reply a couple seconds later having the usual conversation and I got more and more curious of who I was talking to. So, I asked. And got back nothing for what felt like forever. Before a message saying I will meet you after school but you don't get to know who I am till then. My heart started to race and a caught my breath unable to speak for a second. I would be meeting with him today because my curiosity is stronger than my will.
To be continued...