Note: It's been awhile since I wrote anything…I've been busy. 1st were the EXAMS! They were hell! Second was the Breaking Dawn pre-launch party. Which was so awesome! And some kalaewan stuff :D

Disclaimer: I wish I did own the Twilight saga. But the only Twilight stuff I have is my big room with a big Twilight written on one side of the wall, a Twilight saga bag, a poster, the books and some pins from Twilight coven. sigh All the glory is Stephenie Meyer's.

What a cola can feels like

Jacob's P.O.V

Do you know what it feels like to be in heaven? Or even in hell? I've been to those places. I've felt the pain and the happiness. I've felt everything about it. I've experienced the journey. I had the tears, the smiles, the pain, the laughter, the weakness. Have you?

It all started with Isabella Swan, a family friend who I loved from the first time I saw her. She was like an angel who came down to Earth to answer my prayers. But all I thought she was was a fake. A huge lie.

She loved Edward Cullen, the leech. Doesn't she know the danger when she's around him?! Of course not! She's lured in his golden eyes. She wouldn't listen. What's the point of loving her anyway?

Then, I had another chance. The parasite left her. All alone in that empty street. (Good thing Sam found her) Now, I have her. She's all mine! We were happy. I believe she was happier with me that that blood sucker. It was heaven.

But why oh why did that psychic freak have to come back?! Why?! It was heaven. Now it's back to the life of hell. WOW! She had to take her away from me again. Back to her "ex-boyfriend". Did she have to care if he was gonna kill himself?! No! But she still did. Big whoops!

When he came back, my life returned to the living hell it was before. No more heaven. No more laughter. Then, I realized…I was used. I was a full cola can. Bella drank me. She drained me with her "fake" love. Now I'm all empty. All alone. Silence wherever I go. I'm thrown away in a dumpster left alone to rot.

Now I feel what a cola can feels like. The happiness of being full of sweet cola. The joy of sharing what you have with someone else. The pain to be left behind. Forgotten. It's been nice meeting Bella and the Cullens. But if this is what it feels after everything you've been through. The sacrifice. The love. All gone. Then, I won't be too happy to be me anymore. Sometimes I wish a was a small dot in the middle of the world. A stranger. No one. But, unfortunately, I can't. I will forever be, no more than, Jacob Black. A stupid little werewolf used by a girl I thought she was.

So this is the end of my story. My life. My love. I give up. I'll never love again.

And that's a promise that will last until my last heartbeat.

Sorry if it's too EMO. I got this idea from my best friend, Rin Orin. XOXO Fean Morse ;-