A/n: With much success from "Le Cruel" I have to decided to write another piece There will 3 chapters like before, so sit back and enjoy this ride of emotionchapter one

"I Wanna be Held like That"

Sleep was upon the night, sleep was upon everyone except Toboe. He looked up at the stars twinkling and a half moon slightly covered by clouds. His thoughts were scattered, certain feelings had arose up since that day when they found Cheza. He kept thinking about how Cheza and Kiba were. They looked in love, they looked happy, it was like they were meant to be with each other. Toboe looked over a sleeping Tsume, if he could only tell him. Toboe zoned out, starring at Tsume.

"Somethin' on your mind?" asked Tsume with his eyes closed still

Toboe jump out from his stair

"I thought you were asleep" questioned Toboe

"Thought wrong didn't you" said Tsume

"Heh...um nice night isn't it"

"Sure...so what is on your mind?" asked Tsume again

"Uh...Tsume...(No I can't tell him here, not here)"

"What, what is it? I know its something" Tsume wanted answer

"What is up with the talking? asked a sleep-ish Hige

"(Thank you Hige)" Thought Toboe

"Nothing, let just get back to sleep" said Tsume

A dark night met with a gray day, an overcast sky waited for the wolves and their Flower Madden. The sun was not out, but an eerie bright glow filled the forest. The group pressed on through the morning hours. This was it, Toboe had to tell Tsume, if he did not do this he would disintegrate.

"Tsume can I talk to alone?" asked Toboe

"What?!"

(gulp) "Tsume I must tell you..."

"Don't think that I don't know and to be honest I'd rather not"

That was it, nothing more, silence filled Toboe as the columns that were Toboe's heart cracked and came crashing down.

"So this is what rejection feels like" said a softly spoken Toboe