Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda

Prologue - Going Back In Time

Part 1

"You may kiss the bride," said Father Lonigan

As he pulls up her veil and kisses his wife he hears a crowd of family and friends cheering on their union. Everyone is happy for him that he finally found happiness, but they don't realize that he lost his happiness long time ago.

"I now introduce to you for the first time, Mr. And Mrs. Ethan Winthrop."

As he and his wife walked down the aisle, the very aisle where her long wedding gown pushed as she made her way to him, he remembers this day as the beginning of the end, the beginning of my sorrow.

Part 2

Tears stream from her eyes as she watches the happy couple walks hand in hand back up the aisle together as husband and wife. She was able to hold them in until they started reciting the vows they wrote for one another. The most painful feeling she ever felt was felt today. The feeling of lost, the feeling of longing, the feeling of defeat.

And to top it off he decided to use the same vows that he wrote for their "would-be" union with her. How can a man be so cruel, how can a human be so cold and how could she….

Still want him, after all this time?

It may be because she always gave her hopes up no thanks to him, maybe it as because she is foolish, and a fool for waiting for him. It wasn't completely his fault thought, I kept on running into his brick wall until I came out bruise and broken. As soon as he didn't believe me I should of never turned back. I just the saying right, would of, could of, should of!