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Song: Let down Chester Bennington version

And the tears fall like rain Down my face again

All the words you wouldn't say

And the games you played

With my unfoolish heart

Oh I should have known this from the start

I was in love with you. But your not what you pretend to be, your the monster my parents warned me about all my life. Funny thing is that you really fooled me. I never fell for it before, but your smile is incredibly deceiving. You never said I Love You but my wishful thinking assumed it was because you were simply not ready to say it to me, not yet. I heard you were getting married last week.

Oh the winter and spring

Going hand in hand

Just like my love and pain

How the thought of you cuts deep within the vein

Brand new skin stretched across scared terrain

I couldn't believe it; you, you were getting married to someone. Yet to me a couple years later thinking on it you never showed me real love. Just kept my infatuation alive for your own simple pleasure. I have become bitter because of you. My heart still hurts whenever I see your face or even hear you name. And I cant even begin to tell you how untrusting you've made me be. Life has never been so cloudy to me.

I don't wanna be let down

I don't wanna live that life again

Don't wanna be lead down the same old road

So I don't wanna be let down

I have met someone to. He tells me how in love he is with me. All I can do is smile and nod. I'm almost as indifferent as you are. I smile. Nothing will ever break me the way you were able to. My naiviness is forever gone.

All those years down the drain

Still- you have so much of me. Silent tears fall down my face, it's not easy to forget. But for me it was so easy to forgive you. Even as you come knocking at my door 4 in the morning explaining to me how your soon to be wife is perfect. And when I interrupt you to ask why you are at my house telling me this... a smirk crosses your face and you say, that I helped you realize you were in love with her all along. My heart drops again. I vow to myself to never fall for someone whose in love with someone else.

Love was not enough when you want everything

What I gave to you and now the end must start

Oh I should have listened to my heart

I tell you to leave as I remember all the late nights you worked with her, days she would come over for dinner, and how your face came alive whenever she was near. How did I miss all that. Why didn't I notice when you started smiling more. There's this new insecurity living in me that's taking over my life. I don't want to be left again- second best to someone else, if I was even that to her. You reduced the way I see my relationship turning out after this visit. I cant even understand why I love you still. Especially when I ended up with someone so much grander in every sense. You let me down.

'Cause I don't wanna be let down I don't wanna live that life again

Don't wanna be lead down the same old road

So I don't wanna be let down

I don't wanna live my lies again

Don't wanna be lead down the same old road

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