I can't believe I'm actually crying over Jacob Black. I don't blame him for not wanting to be my friend but to go ahead and say that it was him, not me. Really! What the heck, if you don't want to be my friend then just say it! Don't come with excuses.

I sighed. But why doesn't Jacob be my friend? I need him, he's my sun. My beautiful sun that shines on me, always keeping me warm. But know a raincloud has formed, and his name is Sam Uley.

Ugh, I need to go for a walk.

I grabbed my bag and jacket then headed for the door. Hmm, what kind of craziness will come next? My family saying that I'm ugly? My mother dismissing me from her family? Ugh, Jake, why?

I headed for the woods. My dad has told me about recent killings, but I don't care. Maybe it would be good if I got killed. Then maybe Jake would how much he missed me. Why am I talking about Jake?

Because you love him! A voice said in my head.

I do not; he's being a big old jerk.

But you love him.

Do not, I hate him.

Why?

Because-because- ugh, because I love him too much fro him to leave me.

There you go.

Great, now another person I love has left me.

You never know.

Ugh, I hate you now.

Only because you love me.

Yea, sure.

I had come to a clearing. It was barren and dead.

"Well, you smell delicious today." A seductive voice said from behind me.

Laurent stood there, a hungry gleam in his eyes.

"Umm, Laurent, what are you doing here?" I asked nervously.

"Just out for a walk, are the Cullen's still here?" He asked, inching closer to me.

Then Edward's voice came.

"Lie."

"Umm, yea, they stop by all the time." I stuttered.

"Lie better."

"I'll tell them that you stopped by." I said more clearly.

Laurent was close to me now. Too close.

"I plan to kill you, but don't worry; Victoria would have done it much worse."

I shivered. Then he pulled back.

"I don't believe it." He gasped.

I looked over to the trees expecting to see HIS worst nightmare, instead I saw mine.

Jacob walked out of the trees in the jean cut-offs he was wearing before. He held Sam's hard mask on his face.

"I suggest you leave, Bloodsucker." He growled at Laurent.

Wait, bloodsucker? He knew about the vampires?

"You and one army." Laurent laughed.

That apparently made Jacob very happy, because a huge but devilish smile appeared on his face.

"I was hoping you would say that." He said.

Then four HUGE wolves appeared from the woods, growling and snapping at Laurent.

Laurent took off full speed towards Jacob, and then it happened. One second he's my Jacob and the next, a russet brown wolf with a murderous glare. He charged towards Laurent. They met in the middle with a loud crash and Laurent went flying back. Jacob/wolf ran towards me and grabbed me from my shirt collar in his large jaws. I knew I should probably be screaming my little head off, but I felt secure around him. He flipped me onto his back and I grabbed a fist full of fur. The other wolves ran after Laurent while Jake/wolf went the opposite way. He started to run at an un-imaginable speed. I felt the wind in my hair and on my face. I looked down at the wolf; his fur was soft and was a deep russet brown. His eyes were the same as Jake's but they had an animalistic glow to them. It was Jake, through and through. I laid my head down on his neck and snuggled into his soft blanket of fur. I felt his head turn slightly towards me. He slowed and his nose gently nudged my hair. I smiled and reached my hand out to pat his head. His tongue lolled out and he gave a cat like purr.

I chuckled and gave him a quick scratch on his head before pulling back. His eyes snapped opened and he gave a happy bark. I laughed. A real laugh. I only laugh with Jake. I realized that it wasn't Edward's voice keeping me happy and alive, it was Jake.