As I walk the icy path, my eyes fill with tears. All the stress is slowly dissolving all my sanity, and I'm having a hard time trying to hold it in. My heart wants to tell you, but my mind prevents me from doing so. I arrive home and your beautiful smile is so welcoming that it gives me reason to keep living. You notice something's wrong and want to comfort me, and I'm suddenly wrapped inside your arms. You start crying, thinking it's your fault, and the apologies start pouring out. Though I want to stay strong in front of you, I allow the tears to roll down my face. In an attempt to comfort you, I hold you tighter and assure you it's not your fault. You look up and me and smile, your cheeks stained with tears. Just looking at your face makes me the happiest man alive. Your unspoken words assure me everything's going to be okay. When I'm with you, the stress slowly melts away. I love you, Jaejoong.