WARNING! Contains some spoilers about a character who has not been shown on the anime! It makes more sense if you've read up to volume 4 of the light novel series.

Disclaimer: Do you think I'd let Mikado or Masaomi suffer so much if I owned DRRR? Of course not!


"Are you going to take those clothes off or not, sempai?"

You're not here anymore.

"Just get started. I can take them off as we go."

And it hurts.

"That would be very interesting, semp— mmf."

So I'll pretend you never left.

"Sempai, your kissing is getting better."

I'll pretend that I got what I wanted all along.

"Shut up. And stop calling me that."

I wonder if you do the same, if you hold your girlfriend in your arms and kiss her and close your eyes and pretend that it's me. I wish you do. I wish you are doing what I'm doing.

"Fine, Mikado."

I hope you close your eyes, replace silky strands of hair with short black ones. Pretending that the voice flowing from the lips that you're kissing is the one you've known from your elementary school years. Just as I am seeing hazel eyes instead of blue ones, blondish brown hair instead of jet black. I'm pretending you're here with me unbuttoning my shirt and kissing my throat and sliding your hand up my thighs.

"Nngh… Masaomi…"

But it still hurts.


And not even Aoba's name is mentioned here, muhahaha. I really dislike the kid for some reason...

If you're confused about what's going on here or anything is problematic, constructive criticism would be greatly appreciated!