HAHA well today Jasper told me he loved me for the third time. i wonder if i'll count all the times

he tells me of his love for me.

I tell him i love him every time after he came into my room he was finished playing video

games with Emmett,my older borther.

Everyone knew something was going on between us but we agreed not to tell anyone,so they wouldnt make

jokes. " Hey, honey" he said sittin'

next to me on my bed i was writting in my diary/. he kissed me on my cheek"what'cha writing?"

he asked me i quickly closed my diary

as i found out he was readin it. "Nothing, you need to see" i said he grinned " what?" i asked him

" i think i saw something about me."

i blushed lightly "um..no i dont think so " i said " oh but i think i did" he argued i shooke my head no

and kissed him gently on his lips.

Now dont get me wrong i love it when he kisses me but i love feeling in control like when i kiss him.

"Well then sweet heart, let me read it

it's not about me, so what does it matter huh?" he asked smirking and kissing the side of my face

. " fine, fine Jasper i'll read it to you" i

sat at the head of my bed while jasper just laid back on the side.i breathed deeply " dear diary" i glanced

at jasper who was still smirking

" today when i was at school i fell, and jasper caught me right before i hit the ground,

he lifted me up and picked up my books. and then

he kissed me for the first time since he told me he loved me" i smiled and blushed and looked at

Jasper he was smiling too and he nodded

his head earging me to continue " i love when he tells me that, it makes me feel so good inside,

i wonder if he feels the same way when

i tell him i love him too?anyway he's at my house now probaly downstairs playing video games with

Emmett." i stopped but kept looking a my diary

i didnt know what Jasper would think of my insecurity about how he feels about me telling him that

i love him. i didnt have the nerve to look at him. \

i closed my diary and locked it,put the key in my bra and took out my phone and just stared at it i

needed something to do to avoid Jaspers gaze.

I didnt realize it but when i did he was sitting right next to me his fingers under my chin. "Alice,

i need you too know that when you tell me

that you Love me, sparks fly inside of me, i cant think of anybody i would rather have to say that

to and to me, I love you, and i dont want you

to feel insecure about that okay?" as i stared into his eyes i knew he was telling the truth " okay"

i said weekly he had just touched me so much

i was beinging to cry, i wasnt sad i was just 'touched'i guess he took me in his arms holding me

closly to his chest. " Darlin'" he said in his

deep southern accent " what's wrong" it's not like i was shaking or anything but Jasper could

always tell my emotions even if i was bearly

wearing them on my sleve as one would say. i whiped my eyes " nothing, im just..touched"

he smiled " is that a compliment for me heart filled

saying? " He asked "yes, Jazzy it is" he smilied still hugging me, sorta. " so what do you feel like doing?" he asked

me " feel like watching a movie" i suggested " sounds good what movie?" he agreed and asked. " um.. i have alot

so if you want you can pick one out down there" i pointed to the stack of dvd's " okay " he replied and moved to the floor

"come help me "