Summery – Cloud just wants to fade away, but will Leon let him?
Disclaimer – I don't own kingdom hearts or breaking Benjamin.
Comments – I still have no idea for chapter 5 of dance with the devil I might give it up. The same with what I've done. Onto this chapter, one shot or multi chapter I dunno but it's a song fic with the one song that won't leave me alone. Clouds' POV!
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Breaking Benjamin – breathe
Maybe it's better to just fade...
I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.Is it over yet, in my head?I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.Is it over yet? I can't win.
I guess fading wasn't all that bad. I mean, sephiroth has succeeded in doing just that, I've faded away before and so has Aerith. You get to recover what you had lost; you get to lose what you never wanted. So why did people actually fear death? It's the inevitable; you can't run away from it and nobody's every invincible no matter how many times people say it. So why?
So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please.
I watched Leon walk over, as calm and as collective as ever. I gave him a small nod and looked away. I knew that if I stared into those hypnotizing blue and grey eyes I will never look away. I could feel him frown at my actions and started to walk away. You can never lose what is not given to you, that's why I'm doing this.
You take the breath right out of me.You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.
Have I ever had a heart? Can I ever love again? I had died and I guess I lost everything along the lines but why should I carry on living? Nobody cared about me. I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned to look, Leon. What did he want? He smiled at me and turned me around. "I guess you've been thinking?" hmm, Leon always knew when I was thinking. Maybe he knew what I was thinking about. I stared into those storm like eyes and instantly knew I couldn't turn away. Soon his lips descended upon mine. You can't lose what you never had, but you can lose everything that you once held.
This will be all over soon.Pour salt into the open wound.Is it over yet? Let me in.
It was sunset; Leon had stayed near me that entire time. I felt safe near him, like he could protect me from the darkness that is trying to engulf me. He turned to me but I didn't turn to him. "We better get going." He mumbled, maybe we should but I couldn't. "You go on ahead." I muttered quietly, the wind carrying my voice towards him. He nodded and turned away, walking back towards the castle. When I was sure he was gone I jumped off the cliff towards the darkest part. No matter how safe Leon made me feel, I knew that he couldn't save me from the one thing my body desired.
So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please.
I sighed noticing no heartless was near. I looked around but I soon heard a low grunt, glad I had let my guard down. Maybe it was time I left. I could feel the nobodies blade pierce me and I held back the pain of agony. "You can't have what is not given, you can lose everything though."
You take the breath right out of me.You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.
The damn nobody had summoned up what I had been thinking; I hate it when people do that! I turned around and swung the buster blade at the disguised nobody. He landed on the ground gracefully and I knew he was smirking as I collapsed to my knees. I heard a voice over head. Leon?
I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating.
I watched through the blurry vision as the man dressed in brown leather, Leon definitely Leon, attack the nobody. It soon left and Leon raced over to me. he held me in his arms and could just make out the small tears sliding down his cheeks. I can't have what I am not given, but I can have the things that want me most.
You take the breath right out of me.You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.
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That's it for this chapter, if you don't like the ending and want a sequel ask, I might be nice enough to give you one. Anyway you know the drill: READ & REVIEW!!!!
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