So my friend and I co-wrote this story and it's both of our first writings actually, so try to go easy on us if it's possible... X) I hope all the yaoiness will entertain all those lovely pervy minds out there.

Warnings: some swearing, drug use, lots of boy love

Disclaimer: I do not own Code Geass or anything in it

He couldn't believe. Suzaku had come back into his life, just like that. The years had gone by while the memories slowly faded. This saddened Lelouch even further because he had noticed as he got older he seemed more infatuated with the boy. If only he could see him one more time and tell him. Only two things in life he wanted, the fall of Britannia and Suzaku for his own.

If only he had known he would have a second chance. That day in the cave when their eyes met Lelouch swore his heart must have stopped. It all happened so fast he didn't know how to react. He wanted to take the boy into his arms and run away from this disturbed world, however he got no such option. He watched Suzaku die there and became Zero shortly after. His heart remained crushed until he discovered he was still alive. He knew it must have been too late and now that he was Zero he could never be with him. He thought that perhaps saving him from being executed could be a turning point, but Suzaku refused.

And then he appeared again, in school this time. Lelouch was astounded and knew this had to be his chance. He had to have him and would do anything to have him, even if he had to hide his biggest secret.

"Lelouch, quit sleeping in class!" said Suzaku and quickly followed with a rough shove.

He looked up, casually blinking away the sleep in his eyes. His eyes widened and he shook his head to clear the thoughts that had been running through his mind once he noticed who had woken him.

"Class is over let's go," and a hand grabbed his arm, dragging him against his will out of the room.

Why did it seem like such a simple gesture always made his heart flutter? All Suzaku was doing was holding his hand and yet he had to stop himself from blushing. It really wasn't fair he had spent so much time trying to get over the loss of Suzaku just to meet him again and then watch him die. Even after finding out he was alive and saving him from being executed he was rejected. Its not like he could stop being Zero, that wasn't an option. No, he had to find another way to capture Suzaku's heart without him finding out about Zero.

"Ow Suzaku will you please stop pulling so hard!" Lelouch whined and he tugged on his arm. He really didn't need Suzaku touching him more than necessary.

"I'm not even pulling that hard! Stop complaining Lelouch, its your fault anyways for falling asleep in class," Suzaku replied looking back at him.

So he was tugged along to only God knows where all because Suzaku was in a mood and decided he was the best person to take his stress out on. Lelouch stared off into space as they walked down the hallways daydreaming and thinking about Suzaku in ways that probably weren't completely school appropriate so he really wasn't paying attention to his surroundings or Suzaku. Because of that it was a bit of a surprise to run into the back of Suzaku who had finally stopped pulling him around like some dog.

"...all right? Hey Lelouch are you even listening?" asked Suzaku.

"Huh? Oh sorry Suzaku I must have spaced out for a second. I'm fine though don't worry," he replied hoping that he wasn't blushing.

Suzaku rolled his eyes and walked into the club room looking around for everyone else.

"Hey Lelouch where is everyone? Isn't there supposed to be a club meeting today?" He looked over to Lelouch waiting for the answer.

"Not that I was aware of, there's one next week though," he replied. 'Great I was pulled around for nothing, the least he could do was apologize or maybe kiss me,' Lelouch thought as he looked at Suzaku like he was an idiot.

"You worry about me sleeping in class, but I think you should be more worried about yourself Suzaku. Have you been getting enough sleep lately?" Lelouch asked in a joking manner. He should have known Suzaku would end up taking him someplace completely private just to realize he had made a mistake. That didn't mean that he appreciated his feelings being messed with even if Suzaku didn't know he was doing it. Well he would just have to find a way to fix that and show Suzaku his errors.

"Shut up Lelouch!" he said and shoved him. He then sighed and looked around, feeling somewhat embarrassed for his mistake. "I guess we can go then."

While Suzaku had been feeling ashamed, Lelouch had decided to think of a plan. "Why don't you stay over tonight, you don't have to work tonight right?" he said, trying to hold back the devious smirk threatening to burst past his lips.

"Uh sure why not?" The two had been hanging out every now and again, which definitely wasn't helping Lelouch's feelings. Today would be different though. Lelouch then led Suzaku from the student counsel room down to his room. Suzaku rarely went in Lelouch's room, but he decided not to think too much of it.

"Hey do you want anything to drink?" Lelouch asked.

"Oh I don't want to be any trouble!" Suzaku replied nervously. 'Why must I always be so awkward around him' he wondered.

"It's no problem at all, you are my guest," Lelouch then left the room to retrieve a drink for his friend.

Once he had left the room Suzaku shook his head, trying to settle his mind. "He's your friend you dumbass don't go screwing things up!" he whispered to himself. "It can't be right to think of him like that…"

At that moment Lelouch returned to the room. He handed him a glass of water and smiled sweetly, almost suspiciously. Suzaku chose to ignore his thoughts and took a sip, then smiled back. The two sat there on Lelouch's bed for a while discussing pointless topics like school and working and such. Not too much time had passed by however before Suzaku noticed something was wrong.

"Man my stomach kinda hurts," he said, leaning over a little and clutching his stomach.

"Oh you don't look so good why don't you lie down?" Lelouch helped him up to lie on the bed, quickly turning his head away to hide his smirk. Suzaku blinked his eyes curiously, wondering why he felt so sick all of a sudden. He hadn't eaten anything suspicious that he knew of so what could it have been? His eyes fell on the glass of water he had drank from sitting on the night stand beside him. His eyes went wide for a moment before he closed them tightly trying to shut the thought out of his mind. He laughed a little wondering why the thought that Lelouch had drugged him crossed his mind. Although, his stomach did seem to be feeling worse, tighter even, and why did he feel a sudden disturbance lower in his body…

There are more chapters already completed so if there's any feedback at all really from people who are interested it would be extremely appreciated. X)