Christmas.
It's such a happy and wonderful time of year. Children all around are full of cheer, as they go around talking to their friends while trying to guess what they will find under the tree on Christmas morning. The little one's parents take them to go see Jolly old Santa Claus and tell him what they want most for Christmas. School's out, winter is here, and all the parents have come home for the holidays to celebrate the special day. Kids help their parents hang up the decorations and cook the wonderful Christmas Day feast. Relatives come and visit, bringing with them many presents. Everybody is happy,
Except for me.
I myself dread Christmas. I have never been happy during Christmas in all my life.
Ihave no friends to discuss with what I might get.
I have never gone to say Jolly old Santa Claus.
I don't help hang decorations or cook a Christmas feast.
I can't spend Christmas with my family.
I have never met my dad.
I am the only person in this God-forsaken place whose mother will yet again be spending Christmas with her KGB "buddies."
I won't have any relatives bring me presents.
I don't get presents.
I am not happy.
I wish that I could be those people who have everything.
I want to be the people who have a wonderful, caring family that spends time with you.
I HATE CHRISTMAS!
It's not like anybody even cares what I think, or how I feel , though. It seems to me that nobody cares for me. Nobody loves me, not even my mother. If she did, she would be with me right now.
I feel so alone…
A/N: This story is in Nikolai's POV. I know that Irina loves her son, but this is just how Nikolai feels about being left alone all the time. Etc. Etc. Etc. I know that there are some sentence fragments, but I was trying to portray his thoughts. Not everybody thinks in complete sentences. If there are any other spelling/grammar errors please tell me. This is a one-shot. Flames don't bother me, CC is welcome and loved. This is my first published story on this profile. I have one other story posted on TheSacredBunny's account. Hope you liked this!
The freak of all music,
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