Sakura's POV
I smiled sadly while I stare at Gaara, who's my very best friend
"He can't love me… He loves someone else" I thought while my eyes lowered
I saw Gaara stood up and kissed his girlfriend, Matsuri
My heart broke even more
I mean why would he loved, skater, tomboy, nerdy Sakura Haruno?!
I saw him smile like she was the most beautiful thing he ever had
I frowned
Ever since, Gaara had Matsuri his girlfriend
He never paid attention to me,
Ever since the gang met Matsuri
They all forgot about me
Except my two best friends
Naruto and Temari
Ironic right?
My very best friend and crush forgot me…
I saw Naruto approaching me with Temari and waved
I smiled and waved back
"HEY NARU! And TEM TEM!!!!" I shouted while smiling
They ran up to me and smiled back
"Hey Saku!!! Can you do me a favor???!!!!" Temari said while smiling so wide
My eyes narrowed
"This doesn't look good…." I thought
"Ok?" I said
"GOOODD!!!!" Naruto shouted
"Okay, Sakura… I know you have a hidden talent in guitars, instruments and vocals…." She said
I blushed
Only Gaara knew that…..
"Well……. Gaara's birthday is tomorrow….." My eyes narrowed
"Hell no!" I said out loud
Temari pouted
"Please Sakura!!!! Just this once and I promised ill make Naruto say he loves Hinata!!!!" Temari cackled
I saw Naruto paled
I smirked
"Tempting…." I said
"But sorry…. Still no…" I said
Temari pouted
"It'll make Gaara… Remember you…." Naruto said
My eyes widen…
I glared at Naruto
"Aw come on…. Just sing then we can get the hell outta there!" My Inner convinced
I sighed
"Fine I am doing this for you to tell Hinata Naruto… Not for Gaara…." I whined
They grinned
I sighed
I know this will be my downfall…..
NEXT DAY 5:00 Pm
I sighed while gulping
I looked over at Temari who was in the microphone
I gulped while clutching my guitar
"Well, well, we'll look who it is…. The outcast of Gaara kun's Gang…" My eyes almost teared up
But somehow I felt anger risen up in me
"Shut up…. Matsuri….."I growled
She chuckled while drinking her cocktail
"Still wishing that my Gaara still loves you?" She chuckled out loud
My jaw clenched
Then I snapped
"YOU CAN FUCK TAKE HIM MATSURI BECAUSE AS FAR AS I KNOW HE WAS BASTARD AFTER HE MET A SLUT LIKE YOU!!!!" I shouted
She gasped
I entered the stadium like entrance then gulped
I saw Temari smirking
I sighed then sat down the chair and strum a little
"Good evening, people…. Yeah... This song… well, is dedicated to my very best friend…. Gaara… no Subaku…." I sighed out
I strummed a bit, and then I sang
Drew looks at me I'll bet she's beautiful
I fake a
smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything
that we should be
That girl he
talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live
without
I felt a tear dropped while I
remembered my Gaara in the old times Drew talks to
me He says he's so in love
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone
when he's with me
He's finally got
it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night
Then I felt my song getting
louder He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar Drew walks by
me She better
hold him tight
The
only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song
in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so
perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful
eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause
"I love you Gaara…." I
thought He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar So I drive
home alone
The
only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song
in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture
down
And maybe get some sleep tonight
I remembered when me and Gaara would
play basketball 'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on
my guitar He's the time taken up but there's never enough
The only one who's got enough of me to break my
heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I
do
And he's
all that I need to fall into
Then I remembered the first time he
said he will always love me…. But he was kid…
Drew looks at me
I fake a
smile so he won't see
The last strum and smiled at the crowd when I heard them 'Encore'
I blushed when Naruto took the mic
"YO PEOPLE!!! WANT MORE?!!!" The crowd screamed
I blushed red or scarlet
"Naruto do-"I like to duet with her….." I heard someone said huskily
My eyes widen,
"G-Ga-Gaara…." I choked back
He looked at me and smirked
Just like the way he used when we were still friends….
"WELL SURE BIRTHDAY BOY!!!!" Naruto shouted while winking at me
I gulped
"Come on… Saku…. Don't tell me you're chicken?" He teased
I glared at him and took the mic
"In your dreams, Subaku…." I growled with playfulness
He took out his guitar and strummed with me
My eyes widen
"You…" I gasped
"I wouldn't forget your first song Saku…." He whispered while looking softly to me.
I smiled
Sakura and Gaara:
That's how much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah, yeah, and yeah)
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do
Make me wanna smile?
Can I not like it for awhile?
Gaara:
No...
Gaara:
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
Then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget
That I was upset
Can't remember what you did
Sakura and Gaara:
But I hate it
Sakura:
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long, that's wrong
Both:
But I hate it
Gaara:
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you
Sakura:
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so...
Gaara:
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laughs
Sakura:
Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right
Gaara:
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so
Both:
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...
Sakura:
That's how much I love you
How much I need you
That's how much I need you
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
Sakura:
And I hate that I love you sooo...
And I hate how much I love you boy (Hey)
I can't stand how much I need you (I can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (giirl......)
But I just can't let you go (But I just can't let you go)
And I hate that I love you so
Both:
And I hate that I love you so... so...
I heard the crowd whistled and applauded
I smiled while blushing
"Still wishing that my Gaara still loves you?" The thought rebounded in my head
My eyes sadden instantly
"I am so foolish…. Gaara wouldn't love me….. I bet he'll even forget this tomorrow…." I thought while smiling again at the crowd then I exited
A few minutes
I wandered around Gaara's house...
I sighed sadly
"Sakura chan!!! Remember that I'll always love you!!! Okay?!" A childish and smiling Gaara entered my mind
"Of course, GAARA kun!!! I'll love you forever too!" Flashbacks of me and Gaara entered my mind
I shook my head
"Stop it, Saku…. They're memories… None of them can't change this…." I whispered softly
I smiled and sighed joyfully when I entered Temari's Garden
"So peaceful…." I whispered
I strummed my guitar then sang
Why would you wanna break a
perfectly good heart Maybe I should've
seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall Why would you
wanna break a perfectly good heart It's
not unbroken anymore Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart Why would you wanna break a perfectly
good heart
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it
all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why
would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
And
realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to
fall
No matter what you say I still can't believe
That you
would walk away
It don't make sense to me but
Why would you wanna take our
love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very
first scar
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
How do I get it back the way it was
before
Why
would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would
you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break, why
would you wanna break a
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart
now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you
wanna break a perfectly good heart
I felt tears pour on my face
I wiped them quickly
"Saku…." I felt someone whispered
I gasped and looked at
Gaara
"Gaara!" I said while gasping
"I want to say I-"Gaara! You're
here!" I saw Kiba running while dragging Gaara back to the party
I
sighed
I looked back at the party and sniffed
"I love you Gaara…." I whispered
Then I went home,
Not noting a pair of shock jade eyes looking at me,
AT home
"WHAT?!!!!" I shouted
"I'm really sorry Honey…. We have to move now, because of your father's work….." My mother said
My eyes still in the shock state, began to tear up
"Still wishing that Gaara loves you?"
I growled
"It's okay mom…." I said mutely
"When will we get out of here?" I asked
"12:00 Noon Don't worry I already told your principal…." She said while looking worriedly
I nodded while packing my stuff
My eyes teared up when I saw a picture of a child form of me blushing while Gaara hugging me from behind
I sighed
I knew that from this day on, I have to forget him
I woke up while rubbing my sore eyes from crying
I remembered Naruto's and Temari's screams when they heard
I sighed while dressing and going to the moving van
"Sakura! Were going!" My mom shouted
I sighed
"Mom can I have one last time in my school?!" I shouted
I heard my mom said yes
I took my skateboard
While running or skating to school of course it was hard when I have a mini skirt on,
I groaned
"SAKURA?!" I heard Naruto shouted
"Naruto…." I said
"I-"I'm still moving, dummy…." I said
He looked at me sadly
"We'll miss you Saku…." He said
I smiled sadly
"Now, now Naruto! I'm coming back!" I said
He glared at me
I pouted
"Okay we can still talk… somehow!" I said
"Sakura, I need to tell you something about G-"Honey we need to go!" I saw my mother waved in the moving van
I smiled sadly at Naruto who begin to sniff
I took hold of his chin and hugged him
"Aw, come on Naruto…. I'll be back promise… Come on its only Paris…. France…." I sighed
He shook me
"But!" Naruto said
When I heard my mom beeped
I sniffed then hugged Naruto for the last time
"Good bye Naruto! Say goodbye for Temari for me!" I shouted while getting in the car
I saw Naruto shout at me on something
I inwardly chuckled
When I heard him saying 'Gaara loves you….' I mused
That's impossible right?
I sighed
But in the pit of my stomach something is telling me, he does
I shook my head
"No he doesn't…. He has Matsuri…." I thought while sniffing
Gaara's POV
After 10 years….
I sighed while massaging my temples,
I groaned
You know what day it is?
Yup…
My birthday…. Well, my 25th birthday
And now, Naruto's making a fuss
about it, even Temari and Kankuro!!!
I groaned while I sighed in
the high stacks of paper
Unfortunately, after high school, I broke up with Matsuri then my father gave me his company
I groaned, while thinking about her
Ever since, she left without a goodbye,
I became isolated after that, Temari and Naruto even the gang tried to cheer me up
Ever since I caught her saying, those four sacred words….
"I love you Gaara….."
I groaned inwardly
I'm becoming distracted again!
I growled
I looked down at my desk and opened a drawer and saw an old picture of me and Sakura when we were still 5 years old
I smirked at her blushing face while I hugged her from the back
Somehow, Temari pictured us
I frowned sadly
but that was
before….
I still even remember when I said I'll always love her….
Seems like I broke it….
I smiled sadly
But now, she's somewhere in France or Paris….
She became a very good doctor and in a part time rock band, called Akatsuki
I shook my head again
While trying to forget about her
And started signing some papers
5:00 Pm
I groaned while driving up to my house,
With Temari and Kankuro inside…
I groaned again
Once I opened the door
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAARA!!!!!" My eyes widened
I saw a banner with my name with a happy birthday
I saw the lights open and saw all my workers, co workers and even the gang and some of my other friends in my hometown
I saw them smiling
I inwardly smirked
"Happy 25th birthday Gaara!!!" Naruto said,
I narrowed my eyes
He's giddy
Well, that's normal
But his grins are wider than usual
"What are they planning?" I thought
"Heyyyy!!! Baby brother!!!!" Kankuro said while giving me a cup of sake
After drinks and the food, I feel happier
But it wasn't complete without her
I inwardly groaned again
"Stop it Subaku…. She's gone…. Gone…" I thought which made me more down
"Now, ladies and gentlemen for the real gift of Gaara!!!!" I heard my sister, Temari said
My eyes narrowed
"Real gift?!" I thought
"Now, now, Gaara! You thought this surprise Birthday is the gift? We know you brother, you want something else!" She teased
I blushed slightly while looking away
She chuckled
While a few people did too
"Okay, please applause for…." I heard Temari was gone
I sighed
"Good evening Ladies and Gentlemen…. I'll be singing this song to my best friend…. Gaara… No… Subaku…." I heard a very enticing, soft yet seductive voice said.
My eyes widened
"It can't be…." My head shot up
While I flew a gasp
There she was
She changed
I felt my heart hammered
"Sakura…" I whispered
There she was my angel…. The true girl I really loved
She was… amazing
She had her hair in a new hair style
Her hair was short and was curly or wavy
She had grown out of her forehead and had her curves perfect
I was shock to say the least,
I was entranced
"Happy… 25th birthday, Gaara Kun…." She whispered while strumming her guitar,
"Sakura…" I said once again
She strummed her guitar louder and she sang
Ladatadata ladatadatadadadatadada
dadadadada I'm tuggin' at my hair I'm
staring at my feet 'Cause I'm feeling nervous If I could say what I want to say It
don't do me any good it's just a waste of time 'Cause
I'm feeling nervous If I could say
what I wanna say (What is)What's wrong with my tongue? 'Cause I'm feeling nervous Ladatadata ladatadatadadadatadada dadadadada Ladatadata ladatadatadadadatadada dadadadada I guess
I'm wishing my life away If
I could say what I want to say These things I'll never
Say...........
I'm pullin' at my
clothes
I'm tryin' to keep my cool
I know it shows
My cheeks are turning red
And I'm searching
for the words inside my head
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're
worth it
Yeah...
I'd
say I want to blow you--away
be with you every night
Am I
squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I
want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm
wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
What use is it to
you what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out, we're not going
anywhere
so why can't I just tell you that I care?
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know
you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...
I'd say I want to blow you--away
be with you
every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I
wanna see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me
today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll
never say
These words
keep slipping away
(I stutter)I stutter (I stumble)I stumble like
I've got nothing to say
Trying
to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...
With these things I'll never say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be
with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could
see what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one
knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With
these things I'll never say
I gasped in shock
Her voice is still so beautiful,
Like before….
I saw her smiling
I didn't hesitate
I won't let her get away
Not here, Not now…
Never
I ran so fast to the stage and hugged her like my life depended on it
I heard the crowd…………..
Gasped
I inwardly smirked
Of course
After she left I never brought out my emotions,
She gasped while hugging me tighter
I looked her in the eyes and kissed her hard
She gasped while kissing me back
I withdrew back
"I'm so sorry, Saku….." I whispered while looking to her
She gasped while tears fell in her face
"You never let me finish in what I was gonna say before at the party…." I said loud enough for the crowd to hear
"I wanted to tell you I love you too…." I said while kissing her again
She smiled while we were kissing ang hugged me tighter
I heard the crowd cheered and awed
I smirked
I withdrew back and hugged her
"I love you too Gaara…." She said while sniffing
I smiled,
After 10 years, I smiled…. For her
"Never leave me again Saku…. Please…" I pleaded
I felt her smile and nodded
I sighed happily
I felt light flowed in me
She withdrew back
"I'll stay if….. You sing…." She taunted
I smirked
"Is that a challenge, Haruno?" I said
She smirked
"Who said it was a challenge? I am declaring this as a bet… Subaku…." She taunted
I smirked and grabbed the mic,
"If I won you're mine…." I said
"If I won, well….. I'll think about it…." She said while smirking deviously
I grabbed my guitar while strumming it
"Well, since I'm the birthday boy….. I guess there's a treat for you people…." I said
I heard the crowd cheered
I strummed it again,
"This song is for my very best friend…. Sakura… Haruno…" I whispered
I saw someone grumbled behind me
I smirked
Slow down, the world isn't
watching us break down The whispers turn to shouting So you see, this world doesn't matter to
me And
I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling My whispers turn to shouting So you see, this world doesn't matter to
me I'm
finally waking up, a twist in my story So you see,
this world doesn't matter to me
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're
alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm
counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just
break the silence
The
shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it
takes away our fears
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you
till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
I'm feeling
inspired
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around,
say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much
louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so
alive, I'm feeling so alive
The
shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it
takes away our fears
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you
till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
It's time I open up, and
let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in
my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through
me
That's what you get
When you see your life in someone else's
eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get
I'll give up all I had just to
breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't
take my eyes off of you
This world doesn't matter to me
I'll
give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day
that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
I strummed a high beat in the guitar and smirked at the cheering crowd
"Thank you and good night…." I said in the mic,
I frowned when I saw Sakura not in the backstage
An idea popped in my head
I rushed in the garden of Temari
I smiled when I saw her sitting in the fountain with her guitar,
"Saku…." I whispered
She gasped and smiled at
me
"Gaara…." She said
I rushed to her and frantically kissed her
"I missed you…." I whispered
She moaned while kissing me as hard as possible
"OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!" I heard someone shouted
We withdrew back
I saw a silver headed man, maybe in his 30's or maybe he's 28
My eyes narrowed at him
"Hey guys, you fucking wussies! I found Saku-Koi!!!!" He shouted
I glared at him while my hand crept at the waist of Sakura,
I heard her 'eep' while blushing
I saw the silver haired man glared at me
"You must Subaku no Gaara, eh? You look gay…." He muttered
I twitched
*BAM*
I punched him hard in the face
I mean, come on…. It was the
perfect moment. And some fucktards decided to ruin it, and now he
says I'm gay?! WHAT THE FUCK!
I growled at him while I tried to
punched him again
But a soft hand from my waist stopped
I went back to Sakura who was giggling in amusement
I saw 8 people entered
I inwardly groaned
"Saku-Koi!" I saw a masked man runned up to her
I growled while steeping forward at him
I saw the masked man gulped while I glared at him
"Ahhh… You must be Subaku no Gaara… I presumed?" I looked up and saw a man with dark orange hair with multiple piercings asked
I nodded while shaking his hand
"You are?" I asked
He smirked
"I'm Pein no Amegaku…. We're Sakura's band mates…." My eyes widen
"So these are the infamous Akatsuki?" I thought
"Ahhh…. You must be the infamous Akatsuki, I've heard…." I said while smirking
"Yeah, we are, UN…." I saw a long haired teen male said while nearing Sakura,
I glared at him
"If you don't want your damn hair long, I suggest you back away from Sakura…." I growled at him,
He gulped while glaring at me,
I heard them chuckled
"Ahhh… Don't worry Gaara-Kun…. They're my band mates anyway…." I heard Sakura said softly
I dropped my guard down while nodding to her
I saw a blue haired female with amber eyes nearing me
I looked up to her
She gave me an origami shaped cherry blossom
"This is thanks for making our Sakura Happy…." She said while smiling
I nodded while smiling slightly
I felt Sakura dragged me to introduce her famous band
Of course the silver headed man and long haired teen male, whom were Hidan and Deidara of course, were pissed at me
The masked man were still cheery
He reminded me of Naruto in still his annoying voice
Then Itachi Uchiha…. Well… Yeah… Spooky
"Sasori?!" I said
"Well, well, well…. My cousin… Gaara…." A red haired teen male with light brown eyes smirked up at me
I glared at me,
Sasori no Akasuna
Number 1 prankster in the Subaku household
Unfortunately whenever he visited me he usually teases me,
Greatttt……
"Shut up…." I growled at him
"Now, now Cousin…. It's your birthday!" He chuckled while patting me on the back
I looked at my back checking if there is a paper with a kick me sign on
I sighed in relief there wasn't
"So it's you and Sakura huh?" I heard him said
I nodded while glaring at him
"Hey, don't worry about me don't have the hots for her….." HE said while waving defensively
I nodded
"You better take care of her, Gaara…. She's like a little sister to me…" He whispered
Surprisingly, he sounds sad…..
The Sasori I know is well….. Evil to me…. Giving me pranks…. And embarrassing me….
I shuddered
"Yeah, Sasori I know…. Jeez…." I grumbled
He chuckled when I shook his hand
*BZZZZT*
"Fuck!!!!" I shouted while shaking my paralyzed hand
"Oh god!!!! You're always easy to be pranked you know?!!!" Sasori laughed while pointing at me,
I growled at him while trying to raise my paralyzed hand
"I fucking hate you right now, Sasori…." I growled
He laughed even more
"Gaara, Sasori? You ok?" I heard Sakura asked with her innocent smile
I glared at Sasori,
I saw Sasori whispering something to her
My eyes narrowed
"Sasori…." I warned,
I saw Sakura lighted up in amusement,
"Hahahaha!!!!" She laughed while pointing at me
I growled at Sasori who were just whistling innocently
I smirked at Sakura
I picked her up while placing her in my shoulders like a sack of potatoes
"YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!" Sakura growled while I went to my bedroom
"GAARA!!!! PUT ME DOWN!!!!!" She shouted
I chuckled when I let her fell in my bed
Then I kissed her hard and long
"I love you Sakura… And I'm not planning on letting you go…. Never…." I whispered while placing fiery kisses in her neck
She groaned and pulled me up to her
"I love you too Gaara…. And I won't ever leave you again…." She whispered while kissing me again,
As the night passed
Moans, Groans and screams sounded
"You think they're good?" Kankuro asked Naruto
Naruto nodded with a grin while looking at his cousin, Pein who was smirking
"Yup! They are…." He said while drinking a cup of sake
He placed his hands on the waist of his girlfriend, Hinata Hyuuga
Back to Gaasaku
"I love you Gaara….." Sakura panted while I felt my climax near
"I…. Love you too Sakura…." I groaned while releasing in me her
I felt darkness surround me,
But before that
I wrapped my arms around Sakura and whispered
"Forever and always, koi…. I'll be here for you…….."
Seems like this was the best birthday ever…..
