Figure Out!
I don't know how long will you take to figure out that every single thing I do, is for you. Specially for you.
I try to look stronger when you're here. Fight everyone that could thought in threaten you. Always growling and screaming to everyone that tries to keep you away from me. When things are going bad, I try to say that everything's fine but in the end, you know when I get scared. You're there to hold me with your warm arms and whisper "it's all right".
When we are losing a fight, and I'm exhausted you scream my name; my energy backs. I have to protect you.
I know how many mistakes I made and most of times I hurt you. Of course, that is not my intention. I speak without think and I know.. I'm rude. Very rude. But, definitely, I'm not good with words. They hate me, I hate them. My world collapse when you back to your world. The anger in your blue eyes cut me on a thousand of pieces.. I try to say something but you've already gone.
So, I get weak again. Completely destroyed and vulnerable. I miss your scent. I miss your voice. I miss your smile. I miss your food – should be a crime you in a kitchen. And believe me, I miss your "sit". That damn word. Finally, I decided to bring you back.
You're sleeping so relaxed. I wish be in your dreams. I touch your face and you say my name. My heart jumps from my chest and I sit next to you. Just waiting you wake up.
When you open your blue eyes again I'll feel stronger again. I'd go to the hounds of hell just to see you eyes again..
I love you so much and it's stuck on my throat..
OoOoO
Heii guys! How are you?
Yeah.. I'm hidding myself to had the corage to post it here.. ¬¬ Please, please forgive me if it's so horrible that you can even look that! Ahhh! My brother was next to me, aaaaaaaaaaaall the time just disturbing me.. . I was about to throw him through the window..
So.. That's it..!
Bye byee! =]