Disclaimer : Kuroko no Basket belongs to it's respective author, Fujimaki-sensei. I only own the story plot and ideas.

Warning : this is Akashi X oc and may contain spoiler in future chapters. You are warned. If you don't mind, read on. If you mind, well… you know what to do! Please take note of the bold writing. If you are confused, read the bold one!

I always believe that where ever he is, he will always belong to me. I will smile for him every day and I will pray for him every single day. Every night, I fell asleep with thoughts of him and when I awake, I will think of him. He occupied my mind almost 24/7. In reality I think of him and dream of him in my sleep. He's where my loyalty and faith lie upon. He's my haven, my center of universe. He's my only way to reach happiness. There is nobody else, only him and I. I'm not jealous over the other girls, because I'm his and he's mine. We will never be separated.

But why can't he do and feel the same thing?

He

Betrayed

Me.

I questioned upon god and everybody. 'Why?' Am I not good enough? Not attractive enough? He cheated me for her. What she has that I don't? We have the same blood flowing inside us, yet he choose her. I hate him. I hate her. I hate them. They are disgusting.

I hugged my knees to my chest. It's raining, I'm here, alone, broken, depressed, lifeless, crushed, suicidal and cold. No one is to care, I have no one. If I ever go to one of my friend, my family member, my brother or my father, they'll freaked out and hunt him down. But I don't want to see that. I can tell no one.

"What are you doing here?" A masculine voice said. I flinched. I slowly open my teary eyes and look up. I don't know him.

"Cooking" I retorted. "Can't you read the situation?" I asked weakly a few moments later.

"You'll catch cold" he said.

"I don't care. No one care. Why bother?" my voice is hoarse after the violent cries. Yeah, I cried that I have no energy to cry anymore, my tears had dried.

"Go inside. This is a command." He said with a stern voice.

"I don't know you, why must I follow your commands?" I stated weakly, not looking at him.

"Stand up."

"I told you. Why must I fol….." he grabbed my arm and pulled me up. I was forced to stand and instantly, my feet gave way. I fell to the ground due to my leg cramped. He sighed.

"You can't even stand still." He extended his hand. I looked into his scarlet eyes quizzically. "hold onto it." He said. My hand slowly reached out for his and grab it. His palm is warm even in this weather. I stared at his hand. He pulled me up as if I am as light as a feather, not letting doubts take over me.

"thank you."

"Can you walk?" he asked. In this situation, I can't. I can barely stand, for god's sake! But he's just a stranger. I can't possibly go to him and say "eh, I can't walk. Help me please." That is absurd.

"I think I …." His face blurred and darkness consumed me. My eyelids grew heavy and my body felt very light where I couldn't felt anything physically. But yet I could feel the aching pain in my heart.

I have a pressing need to pee. I open my eyes and scanned my surrounding. I'm in my room. The room is dark except for the light on the bed stand. My brain commands my body into sitting position. I'm grateful that it obeys.

"Woah! You have woken up! I will call dad!" my brother who appear out of the blue said and quickly ran out to get my father.

Few moments later, my family members rush into my room. They bombarded me with questions. Yes. All of them except my sister. She stays silence. Guilty? She's not that type. I know her.

"Get your filthy feet out of my room. Don't pollute my room with your sins" I said, eyes locked with hers. We have what people called starring contest. My father and brother look at both of us repeatedly, wondering what happens.

"Gaia! How could you say that to your sister." My father scolded. I ignored him.

"Get out" I pressed again. She broke the eye contact.

"Fine! I will!" she said angrily and stormed out of the room.

"What is happening here, dear?" My father asked.

"Yeah, what happen?" my brother added.

"Ask your daughter." I retorted.

"I'm asking her now."

"I'm not joking! Ask Gia!"

"don't worry, I will ask your boyfriend." Father said as he took out his phone.

"No! wait! Don't." I stopped him

"You tell me then." He said, putting his phone back into his pocket.

"We broke up. He cheated on me." I admitted, I almost dropped my bottled tears. I inhaled and hold my tears.

"with Gia?" my brother asked.

"How do you know?" I asked him, father and I stare at him, waiting patiently for his answer. He pursed his lips, obviously regretted his outburst.

"I saw them." He admited. I bit my lower lip, telling myself that I must not drop a single tear.

"When?" I asked.

"Two days." He paused. Please say its two days ago. I beg you. "after you dated him." I shut my eyes and inhaled deeply, my grip on the bed cover tighten. I refrained myself from shouting at their faces. The asshole, my sister and my brother.

"Get out." I said, trying to hold my anger back.

"Gaia, I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't…."

"STOP SAYING BULLSHITS AND GET OUT OF MY ROOM! ALL OF YOU!" my anger released and my tears fell on my cheeks. They aren't moving. "Get out! All of you!" I threw pillows at them.

"Yes! We will get out. Calm down!" my father said and dragged my brother out of the room.

"lock the door, please." I said. They gave me apologetic look and look the door. They know better to give me time to calm down. I slowly made my way to the bathroom.

Author note : Hello. If you are reading this small fanart of mine, I'm very grateful. Please fave or follow. It will mean the world to me since this is my first. I will try to update on weekend. Once again, thank you very much for reading. Please excuse any errors you spotted when you read.

Note : the tittle is name after AiLee's song, Heaven. The story will also base on the lyrics. I love AiLee so much that's why XD! Have a nice day, minna!