B.P.O.V.
It was only me and Renessme at the cottage and I was so bored Edward was at the mansion and Nessie was asleep and I was watching nothing in particular. I was think back to my human life and how I learned to play the piano and guitar. I remember sitting at the piano and writing songs for Edward. No one knew that I can play not even Edward. I wanted to see if I could still play so I got up and went to Edward's piano. I played a little melody from my lullaby that I remember. I started to play the melody to the song 'My Immortal' that I wrote when Edward left. Even though it's been a few years that memory of me writing this song was glued into my head and all the pain I was put though writing it. I started to sing.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish you would leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
I closed my eyes and the happy memories of all the times me and Edward have spent together went though my mind. Even some of the sad ones did but I didn't let them bother me.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all your fears
And I held your hand though all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I was in my own little world. I didn't notice Edward's foot steps until I heard him gasp. Even though I knew he was there I still kept playing just to tell him how much I love him even though all the crap we've been though.
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the Sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heel
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all your fears
And I heal your hand though all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that your gone
But though your still with me
I've been alone all along
The song as coming to a close as all songs do, I readied myself for the last chorus.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
As the song came to its final note I heard Edward come behind me and wrap his arms around me. "I had no idea you could play piano and sing." He said.
"Well I learned when I was like 8, I didn't tell anyone I did because I'm no good at it." I said and turned around to face him and wrap my arms around his waist and put my head in his chest.
"Well I think not your playing could rival mine and you have the voice of an angel. Is there any other instruments you can play?" He asked.
"Yeah, the guitar. But that's it." I said looking up at him. He was grinning like an idiot.
"Could you play for me?" he asked looking into my eyes.
"Sure what do you want me to play?" I asked.
"Could you play the guitar, please?" he sound kind of excited.
"Ok but I don't have a guitar and I don't want to go get one from the store." I said.
"Oh don't worries Jazz have some guitar's you can use. Do you want to go to the Main House or stay here while I go and get it?" he asked. He just loves to torture me doesn't he?
"I guess I could go with you. Will they won't to hear me play?" I asked I really wanted to know, just to be safe.
"Yeah, possible but don't worry you will do great." He said. And we took off running.
When we got there everyone was in the living room watching something on TV. It was pretty much quite
"Hey guys, what's up?" Alice asked.
"Nothing." I said. I saw Edward nodded his head at Alice and I header Alice whisper to Jasper, "Can Bella use one of your guitar? She's going to play." And Jazz nodded. Then Alice dashed up the stairs. Everyone's face was confused.
"Edward." I whined.
"What?" he asked with an innocent smile.
"You are in big trouble." I said when Alice came down the stairs guitar in hand.
"Is Jasper going to play for us?" Emmett asked.
"Nope not today." Jasper said, looking at me and smiled. Alice came to my side and whispered. "Do you want to tell them, or do you want me too?" Alice asked.
"I don't know." I whispered. I toke the guitar from her and sat down on the love seat with Edward at my side. "Is it in tune Jasper?" I asked and he nodded.
I started to play the song I wrote one day during my dark stage.
Oh, why you look so sad?
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
I closed my eyes as I went into my own world. Remembering that scary past.
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you though
'Cause I've seen the dark side to
When the night falls on you
You don't know what do
Nothing you confess
Can make me love you less
I opened up my mind to Edward to let him know just how much I love him.
Ill stand by you
Ill stand by you
I won't let nobody hurt you
Ill stand by you
So, if your mad get mad
dont hold it all inside
come on and talk to me now
hey what you got to hide
i get angry too
but im alot like you
when your standing at the crossroads
dont know which path to chose
let me come along
cause even if your wrong
ill stand by you
ill stand by you
i wont let no body hurt you
ill stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour
And Ill never dessert you
Ill stand by you
And when, when the night falls on you baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own
The song was coming to an end and I sang softer now.
Ill stand by you
Ill stand by you
I won't let nobody hurt you
Ill stand by you
Take me into your darkest hour
And Ill never dessert you
Ill stand by you
Oh, Ill stand by you
Ill stand by you
As the final note came I opened my eyes to see every ones face mixed with shock and awe. Then every one started to clap. "So what do you guys think? Did you like it?"
"Like it, Bella that was great I loved it."Alice said.
"Love, that was great. Did you write that?" Edward asked as he hugged me.
"Umm… yeah… I wrote it a few years ago." I said then I thought I wrote it when you left. Writing songs was the only real way to express how much I missed you. It's called 'ill stand by you'. After I was finished I gave him a kiss.
"Can you play something else for use?" Rosalie asked.
"Sure." I said. Can I use your piano? I thought to Edward and he nodded. Since he has his white grand piano here I thought it would be perfect. I got up and handed Alice the guitar and took Edwards hand and lead him to the piano. "This song is called 'Just Stand Up'." I started to play the song I wrote when Edward came back.
The heart is stronger than you think,
it's like it can go through anything.
And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though
Sometimes you want to run away, Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe it look into, your heart the beat goes on
I'm tellin' you that,
Things get better, Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don't let up
Don't you know you can go be your own miracle
You need to know
If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough, But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Who are we to be..questioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up…THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
It's like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don't mean it got to take control, no
You ain't gotta find no hiding place
Because the heart can beat the hate
Don't wanna let your mind keep playin' you
And sayin' you can't go on
I'm tellin' you that
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall
Dust if off, don't let up
Don't you know you Can go
Be your own
Miracle
You need to know
If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough, But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Who are we to be..questioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up…THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall, dust it off
You can live your life
Yeah
Let your heart be your guide
Yeah yeah yeah
And you will know that you're good if you trust in the good
Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And it will get better
Through whatever
If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough, But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Who are we to be..questioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up…THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
When I finished the song everyone was clapping again and I felt so happy that I let them in on my secret.
So just a random fanfiction. I hope you liked it here are the songs i used
My Immortal- Evanescence
Ill stand by you- Carrie Underwood
Just stand up- alot of people
R&r if you want me to continue