I have started dreaming of death
Yet I am not afraid
It stalks me
Yet I am stalking it
I am not running away in my dreams
Nor am I running to it
It is almost as a dog chases its tail
There are others
Yet I don't remember them
In my dreams
They are with me
Yet I am alone
Except for death
It seems to always be near
I feel that I am at a crossroads
A turning point in my life
Yet without an arrow
Which way do I go
My heart swells with love
It cries with pain
Tears slip down my face
Gentle as the rain
My soul hungers
For what it cannot have
The yearning for more
The settling for less
The moon shines over my dark soul
Light cannot enter
Sorrow cannot escape
Who am I
What do I become
What am I now
A kindred spirit
Seeking shelter from cruelties
Offering nothing
Yet gaining everything
Do not be afraid for me
I shall always be
look up to the heavens
and you will see
a star that shines
my soul is free