Just wanna say a BIIIG thanks to everyone that reviewed my one shot, your all fantastic people obviously lol This is gonna be a 3 shot, so leave me a comment let me know what you think. We all hate Mandy right?...go on read it!
Naomi didn't want to sit and watch. It was painful and the jealousy inside her was already killing her. Although she had no right to actually stop what was happening, she had to control her legs from marching over and demand for her to stop. Emily was hers, no one else was allowed to touch her, or look at her with lust in their eyes. They were meant to last and spend more and more happy summers together, travelling around the world and just making each other incredibly happy. All of that was gone, it felt like they had built their relationship up only to watch it crash down in front of them. Emily was hurt and Naomi knew she was a complete fuck up.
Freddie had decided to have a party at his house while his dad was away for a job, more and more people seemed to pile in making the atmosphere smoky and sweaty. Ever since Effy got out of hospital it seemed he spent all his time making sure she was okay, sweet really if you think about it. Effy looked at him with complete love and adoration, just like Emily once looked at Naomi.
The music continued to thump through every wall in the house, the drum and bass echoed around Naomi's head as she watched her girlfriend flirt with another girl. They had met once a few days ago when Emily insisted she came round to hang out, Naomi took an instant dislike but smiled and gritted her teeth until she left. The girl was tall and all arms and legs, her caramel coloured skin and dark hair were her best features. Naomi knew she was better then her yet she couldn't help but feel jealous at the attention Emily was giving her, the way her hand would occasionally touch her arm, and the sneaky side glance she would flash at Naomi.
Naomi lit another spliff and downed a shot of vodka. Her eyes scanned the room as she inhaled the fumes of weed, everyone looked like they were having a great time. Everybody except her. Even JJ had a girlfriend, he deserved some happiness and normality more then anyone but that didn't stop Naomi feeling jealous. That somebody else was in love and settled. Drugs and alcohol were becoming apart of her everyday life, it was the only two things to get her through the days. Emily refused to talk about anything, whenever Naomi plucked up the courage to try and engage in some conversation Emily would turn the other way. It was obvious Emily's heart had been completely destroyed, but she hadn't walked away, that gave Naomi hope.
"Enjoying yourself babe?" Cook shouted over the loud music and lit a cigarette. He turned his back on Freddie and Effy choosing to ignore the lovey dovey bubble they were happily in. Cook couldn't deal with pain, it was too much hassle and heartache.
"Yeah having the time of my life" Naomi replied sarcastically rolling her eyes. She caught Emily's brown eyes for a second and felt her heart drop into her stomach, her baby browns were almost begging her to do something, to fix things. But Emily would never let her, every emotion was still so raw and agonizingly painful.
"Who's that bird with Ems?" Cook asked looking the girl up and down.
"Mandy, Emily's new friend" Naomi took a deep drag from the spliff. The room swayed slightly but she felt more relaxed and comfortable.
"Looks like there getting friendly" Cook pointed out, although a blind man could see how painfully obvious that they were flirting with one another.
"Yeah" Naomi breathed taking another drag. Having hurt Emily so very badly, she knew she deserved some kind of pay back, Emily obviously wanted revenge and make her feel just a tiny bit of her shattered heart. It hurt badly, so bad that Naomi could feel the tears building in her eyes as the redhead laughed loudly at something Mandy whispered in her ear. Fixing something so broken and trying to salvage it back together was proving a difficult task, maybe even impossible.
"I wouldn't take that babe, she's your woman yeah? You should fucking tell her to do one" Cook said seriously grabbing three shots and downing each one, the boy was a human drinking machine. "Get a fucking back bone Naomi, don't sit there and take that shit" he added. Cook's attention was quickly snatched away by some slut in a mini skirt, "Better let the ladies know there's enough of The Cookie Monster to go round eh?" he grinned following the girl and wrapping an arm around her shoulder.
Naomi sighed and finished the spliff, the loud music no longer bothered her as all her thoughts seemed much louder. The blonde rubbed her temples and let out a sigh, she no longer had any say what Emily was to do, she had no right to stop her from shagging anybody to be fair. Naomi watched as Emily broke away from Mandy, she smiled at the taller girl and made her way to the drinks table.
"Having fun?" Emily asked reaching for the bottle opener.
Naomi stood up and crossed her arms, "Yeah im having a fucking great time Emily, watching you shove yourself on some slag" she snapped, she had enough of all this childish shit. "Are you trying to make me jealous?" she asked.
"Is it working?" Emily threw back raising an eyebrow.
"Fuck it. I'm going home" Naomi pushed past the redhead only to be roughly grabbed and pulled back.
"No you fucking don't. You can sit there and watch, maybe you will feel how I feel" Emily let go of the blonde's arm, her eyes held a glaze of fury as she stared at Naomi. "You don't get to run away from this".
"I don't want to runaway, I want you!" Naomi admitted holding back the tears.
"Should of thought of that before you shagged someone else" Emily sneered, the anger in her voice made the blonde wince.
Naomi felt her chest cave in as they held eye contact, the girl she once knew was no longer Emily, not the Emily she loved and wanted to spend time with. She had turned her into a mass of pain and heartache, she had done this to her, she was to blame for Emily's crushed fucked up world.
"Everything alright Ems?" Mandy strutted over taking the beer bottle from Emily's hand..
Naomi stared at Mandy as she used the nickname that she always uses for Emily, she had no right, she didn't know her like Naomi did, she knew nothing about her.
"Yeah, yeah everything is fine" Emily broke eye contact slowly and took a swig of beer. "I'll be back in a minute" she told her.
Naomi swallowed the lump in her throat, she watched the girl walk off back to her friend, she clenched her fist turning her knuckles white.
"Are we done?" Emily asked.
"Don't do this" Naomi blurted out. "What do you want me to do? Whatever it is, I'll do it" she promised, her eyes swimming with hot tears.
Emily bit her lip, she quickly wiped away the tears, she didn't want to cry, not now. Naomi still had her heart, she had no idea how to let her in again.
"I wont back down, not to her, not to anybody. She doesn't know you Em, she cant love you like I do, I know I fucked up but don't fucking do this" Naomi let the tears fall exposing herself completely to the girl she always loved. "You got a chance to make this stop, its already gone to far Emily" Naomi shook her head.
Emily's bottom lip trembled, "Naomi.."
"Emily, you coming?!" Mandy called from across the room.
Naomi could feel the redhead slipping away, would she really loose her for good? Would she ever get the chance to make it up to her?
"Em" Naomi said softly tilting her head to the side, anything to try and get her girl back.
Emily said nothing but slowly turned away from the blonde, it took all her energy not to break down on the spot and jump into Naomi's arms. She clenched her jaw and let out a shaky breath, she wasn't choosing anybody or taking sides, she needed time and Naomi was either to wait for her or leave.
Naomi felt sick as she watched Emily walk over to Mandy, she blinked several times making sure she was seeing things right. Her stomach tightened with pain, she had no idea it was possible another person could hurt you so badly. It was then that Naomi knew exactly how Emily felt, the indescribable pain, anger and jealousy all mixed together waiting to explode.
Naomi turned away and barged past the drunken crowd. She was heading home, without Emily. Without drunk Emily, without stoned Emily, without angry Emily. Just on her own.
Will Naomi finally loose her temper and fight for Emily? Leave me a review and I'll upload the next part soon! ;)