If I had a conscious, it was killed before I knew it's purpose.
If I had a soul, it was sold.
If there is a Heaven, I have tasted it.
If there is a Hell, I have lived it.
If there is condemnation, I claimed it on the night of blood and sand.
If there is justice, I am damned.
There is pain, grief, hate, rage, and despair – I found them at knight fall.
There was joy, peace, love, forgiveness, and hope – but they flew away on a dead angel's wings