CHAPTER 1- PAINFUL JOKES
My mother, Bella used to tell me that when she saw my father she knew she loved him. I should probably tell you my name is Renesmee Carlie Cullen and I am a half vampire, i know you think half vampire and see those girls running around in nothing killing their own kind but that's not how it is lets start with explaining my life.
"Renesmee, get ready." That girl that one with the brown almost black hair is my mother, my family all have gold eyes because they drink animal blood and all of them are very protective of me. Even if I am not a little kid.
"Your still a child, Renesmee, "That man there is Edward my father I inherited his bronze hair but my mother plain brown human eyes, "They aren't plain they are beautiful."
Did I forget to mention he can read minds yah left out that annoying detail.
"What are you wearing, Ness?" Okay the pixie is Alice my aunt and also the fashion nut.
"She looks fine, Alice" My mom hates dressing up too but loves my aunt like a real sister they were best friends when my mom was human.
"No she isn't, I see a cutie in your future." Alice said with a smile as my dad and mom stiffened. You see Alice can see the future which is pretty handy when we need it.
"No" was the yell from the other room as the blonde goddess herself ran to me wrapping her arms around me and holding me to her Rosalie, she is like my second mother and was the one to take care of me during my first couple days of life.
"She is to young" whispered Esme my grandmother even though she looked only 28 she was almost 100 years old and she also hates violence.
"I am not." I say even though they are in a big discussion ignoring me. I walk out of the room and sit on the couch only to be bounced off a second later when my uncle Emmet and Rosalie's husband sat down.
"What are they yelling about?" he asked peering into the other room.
"My life" I tell him and he laughed, Emmett is huge he is the strongest vampire I know wait scratch that I knew someone stronger, his name was Felix and he always flirted with my mom he was way stronger then Emmett he always walked around with Demitri. My faded memory burned and I looked at all the people lined up to kill me running my eyes over each beautiful face.
When my young eyes met two faces in the crowd one had orange eyes and this shocked me I didnt know you could have orange eyes then my eyes turned to the girls eyes who were as red as the blood that they drank and I remember being drawn to both as they watched everything with burning eyes that seemed to catch every movement that happened.
I remember shifting just so they would look at my small body I was around 1 year old but looked around 5 and they had stared at me analyzing everything I could see them whisper to each other and wanted to hear their voices. My memory started to fade but I didnt want it to I pushed myself to keep watching them when I was sitting in the living room again with my uncle looking at me with a worried expression.
"You alright?" Jasper my other uncle and Alice's husband said, over the couple years I have been here he always had trouble controlling his thirst but he is getting better, "Why are you sad?"
Oh yah I should tell you he's an empath meaning he can feel and manipulate emotions and could do so as a human without even knowing it. We all think that you bring your best human trait you see Jasper as a human was liked for just being him and my dad always had a kind of knowing to what people were thinking, same as Alice she could see the future as a human and my mom could shield her mind from people. My power, yes I have a power I can send my thoughts to people by touching them but I am working on doing it from afar too.
"I'm fine." I lie as the door bell rings and I go to answer it only to see my best friend there smiling, Jacob has been my best friend since I was born and he has always been there. He was my moms best friend when she was human and aunt Alice wasn't around.
"Hey Nessie!" Jake shouted he was the one to give me my annoying nickname.
"Hey Jake, ready to go to school?" I asked I was posing as my dad's twin sister, which is weird it was sunny today so my family cant go but I can you see they sparkle, full vampires, and I only glow slightly my family says I look like an angel to their vampire eyes but I never saw it.
"Wait!" called my Grandpa as I walked out the door and he ran down the stairs to meet me a glass in hand. Carlisle has been alive for almost 330 years he was the one that created my family well except for Jasper and Alice they both just showed up.
Then I smelled it the most tempting and delicious scent and I started towards it biting my lip when I looked at the glass in Grandpa's hand once more seeing the red heaven as he handed it to me I brought it to my nose to smell the amazing blood of a deer before I drank it all.
"Better?" Carlisle asked, and at that moment I was glad that he was a doctor and learned to see signs of when I was thirsty.
"Thanks, Granddad." I said as I smiled up at him and hugged him I forgot to eat this morning blood or human food.
"Bye everyone!" I yelled as I ran out to my car like my dad and everyone else in my family I love fast cars so I ran and got into my red Lamborghini Diablo that I got when my body turned into that of a sixteen year old which was just about a year ago right now I am seven year olds and just stopped aging around 3 months ago.
I'm pretty small for my age I look like I am around 14 but really I'm supposed to look like I am 17 my hair is long and reaches my shoulder blades and is in curls that are bronze like my dad yah I didnt know what bronze looked like either well its kind of a reddish-brown and I have big brown eyes and full lashes my skin isn't as pale as my family but its still pretty white.
"So... Nessie what's up with you?" Jake asked me, I just raise my eyebrow. Really? What's up?
"Not much on my way to school?" It was more of a question and he seemed to realize that for he stopped talking and turned to the window to watch the blur of trees. We made it to the school, my family moved us all to England it does rain but they have alot of sun too so my family gets 'sick' a lot. Jake came with us and I never asked why he was always with us so it seemed natural.
"Renesmee, hey!" I turned to watch a guy come running up to me. He had blonde hair and bright blue eyes
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"Hi?" I say and he catches up and smiles.
"I wanted to know if maybe we can... y-you know ummm go out?" he asked and I watched him as he tried to ask me. I heard Jake growl and felt the need to tell him to sit.
"Let me think about it?" I asked biting my lip acting all innocent and I truly will think about it I wanted to. He nodded smiling and ran off then I turned to Jakes who's eyes were wide staring at me.
"What?" I asked.
"Your leading him on!" He said trying not to yell even though he was shaking like mad. Did he think I would do that lead someone on I wasn't lying I would think about dating him.
"I'm not leading him on!" I yelled at him not caring that a couple people were watching I wasn't shy.
"You are mine." He growled lowly. What I was his no I thought it was my life so I rolled my eyes and got back in my car.
"Have fun running home." I said driving off as he tried to stop me. I was crying by the time I got home and Alice was there in a second holding me and whispering sweet words in my ear, "Where is everyone?"
"Hunting and shopping" she said and I stopped she wasn't shopping? "Yah I know I'm not shopping too the world will end, but I saw this happening." I smiled and she pulled me inside.
We sat on the couch and just talked till my mom and dad came home then they had made Alice leave so they could talk to me.
"Renesmee how could you just leave Jake like that!" My mom told me and I watched as she and my father told me I shouldn't have done that and it was wrong, then like I was a kid that needed to be put on timeout my dad sent me to my room while my mom picked up Jake.
Alice and Rosalie came in but I never talked to them all I did was cry when I was finally allowed to come downstairs I kept quiet knowing that I was still a child and my opinion didnt matter.
"That isn't true, Renesmee, we are sorry for yelling at you" Edward said as he touched my hand comforting me. Just then the door opened and my mom and Jake showed up and they both walked straight for me.
"Renesmee, I think you owe Jake an apology" She said as she looked at me.
"I'm sorry" I say my voice doesn't sound the same as Jake smiles and sits down beside me as my parents leave the house for alone time.
"I forgive you" he sat and put his feet up with his arm around me.
"Hey mutt, feet off the table." Rosalie said as she walked in the room and sat down across from us.
"Whatever you bloodsucker." Jake said and I felt my eyes widen.
"I'm a bloodsucker to Jake!" I yelled pushing him away. He looked at me hurt and saw the tears fall down my face.
"Nessie I didnt mean you!" He told me calmly or as calmly as he could while ripping apart the top of our couch with his strength.
"You didnt?" I asked pretending I cared anymore, " While I drink blood so I must be." His eyes closed breathing in and out.
"You know what I don't need this right now" He told me as he got up and started to remove his shirt to faze.
"Yah just run away, Fido." I called after him then turned when he came back into the room.
"Fine then be the way, Hey Renesmee?" I pursed my lips and he glared, "Why was the vampire at the blood bank? To make a withdrawl! get it?" He was doing Vampire jokes even Rosalie looked shocked it was usually just blonde jokes and those still hurt the all the same.
"Wow Mutt congrats!" I yelled," Get out"
"My pleasure!" He yelled as he fazed then ran.
"Renes..." I did'nt here the rest for I had run upstairs at my half vampire speed tears in my eyes.