Chapter 1

Clare's pov

"Eli...Eli...ELI!" I was yelling as I was running to tell him Fitz had a knife. I ran towards the front doors and to see Fitz was standing in front of Eli with Eli on the floor. "Eli!" I screamed to see Eli stand up and running towards me and Fitz starring at me and giving me a smirk.
"Clare you have to go now" Eli said with much importance. I looked into his eye's he seemed hurt
"Why? Did I do something wrong, did Fitz say something?" I told him as I felt tears run down my face. He kissed me it was so brief and sudden.
"You just have to go now becau-" Eli was cut off by Fitz throwing him on the ground I was then suddenly kissed by Fitz.
And then I woke up

I quickly opened up my eyes and looked around realizing I was at the park with Eli he was staring at me smirking and giggling.
"What are you smiling at?"I questioned him

"Eli, Eli, ELI" Eli said mockingly. I blushed and glared into his deep hypnotizing green eyes.
"I had a bad dream...about you and me and Fitz" I told him trying not to cry he had pulled me closer to him at this point my head was on his chest trying to avoid eye contact.
"What was the dream about" Eli questioned me in curiosity.

"Well we were at the front doors of Degrassi you were on the floor with Fitz standing in front of you and you told me to leave and you kissed me and then you were thrown on the ground by Fitz and then he kissed me" I told him defiantly avoiding eye contact.

Eli's pov

"I had a bad dream too" I said as I gave her my half smile.

"What was the dream?" She questioned me with her pretty blue eye's starring at me.

"Well I went to your house to visit you because I had good news and your mom told me you weren't home then I heard you scream from upstairs and I walked into your room and I saw you having sex with Fitz and Jake" I told her not trying to look into her eyes.

"Can we just get off this subject Eli I want to do something else" She told me with her knowing that I would know what she meant so I kissed her I slowly slipped my tongue into her mouth she did the same not very sneaky at all though. I smiled, our kiss broke apart we now both smiling I was starring into her water blue eyes as she was starring into my puke green eyes. Clare and I had gotten back together a couple of days ago but, I felt like we never broke up.

"We should go school starts in a few minutes and you wouldn't want to upset royal Becky" Clare said while trying not to laugh.

"Of course not who knows she might yell for the first time" I laughed. Finally I stood up from the park bench with Clare and started walking towards Degrassi from what used to be my living hell is now my favorite place in the world

We had just arrived at Degrassi and Clare was freezing so I gave her my black jacket and all of a sudden I felt someone pulling on my arm Clare wasn't holding on to
"Cute now Eli we have a lot of work to do now say bye-bye to your girlfriend and come with me" Becky said as she dragged me with Clare still holding onto my arm
"No, I have been putting my plan's with Clare off to help you all I ever see you do is stand around and tell people what to do" I yelled at her I didn't even have to look at Clare to see that she was scared because when I yelled no she let go but, I knew she was happy that I really wanted to spend time with her.
"Eli you don't have to d-" Clare was cut off by me kissing her and in the middle of our kiss Becky threw Clare down the front steps of Degrassi

"Clare!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. I ran down the stairs to see if she was OK, she had an insane amount of blood dripping out of her nose.

"Clare...Clare...CLARE!" I was screaming but she never answered she didn't move I could feel the many tears falling from my eye's I felt like my heart had stopped and broke into a million piece's

" .God what happened To Clare!" Adam asked while he examined her body
"I'll tell you later, just go get Simpson and tell him to call 911" I said while I was crying. Adam had left to get Mr. Simpson, I kissed Clare hoping she would wake up she didn't I kissed her again she still didn't wake. I put my head down and cried, not a lot of people have seen me cry before but my girlfriend might be dying in my arms or is dead. Mr. Simpson had arrived with Adam following behind him. Right after him was the ambulance. They had put Clare in the ambulance I asked if I could go with her. He said yes and when I got in the ambulance I took Clare's phone that surprisingly not broken. I called her sister Darcy and told her what had happened and she was about to get on a flight to Africa but came to the hospital with her divorced parents we were all scared to know what was going to happen to Clare we had been waiting so long even Adam and Alli showed up even Becky had the nerve to show up
"Eli I'm sorry I never men-" I cut her off not wanting to make eye contact but I knew I had to. I quickly stood up and just looked at her for a couple of moments.
"Becky this all happened because of you, my girlfriend might be dead right now because of you, and you think just saying sorry can fix all of this, just leave. I said sitting back down not looking at her not talking to her.

"Fine but, this isn't right" She exclaimed in anger.

"Well welcome to Degrassi" I said as she stormed off in anger I then turn to see Adam filming with his phone.
"What it's for Clare when she wakes up" He looked at me still videotaping.

"Mr. Goldsworthy?" The doctor said as he was searching through the seats

"Yes?" I exclaimed as I shot out of my seat.

He walked over to me and whispered in my ear telling me she was awake. I walked into the hospital room where Clare was looking at me in disgust then in interest. I leaned in to kiss her and she moved away from me

"What's wrong" I said in shock of her not wanting to kiss me.
"I don't know you" She said starring at me.

"You can't remember me the love of your life, your boyfriend!" I almost yelled at her

"Well maybe you can tell me who I am?" she said with a bit of hope

"Or maybe I can show you." I said leaving to go get Adam

"Bro are you ok?" He said starring at me as I grabbed his phone

"Dude do you still have the video on your phone" I said trying to get the phone.

"No my phone died so it got deleted but I think I sent it to you." He explained

"My phone's dead too" I said in anger

"Why do you need it anyway do you want to show her how much you care" Adam guessed.

"Yea and because she doesn't know who I am." I said. I stood there looking at Clare she was rubbing her head and looking at us. She waved hey to me and just looked at us I bet wanting to know if we were talking about her.

"She doesn't know who the fuck you are!?" Adam almost screamed.

"She doesn't know who any of us are, I tried to kiss her and she wouldn't let me" I said still in shock of what had happened. I just left Adam to go tell Clare the important parts of who she is

"Ok, this is who you are, you are Clare Edwards, and your sister is Darcy Edwards. You are currently dating Eli Goldsworthy, your best guy friend is Adam Torres and your best friend is Alli Bhendarri. You also hate Rebecca Baker, we kiss when I am being sweet. You used to date K.c Gunther." I told Clare.
"Why do I hate Rebecca Baker she sounds like a nice person" She said smiling.
"She's the reason you're in here" I said trying to explain this to her.
"Oh, ok and thank you for telling me who I am…Eli" Clare told me. After she said that she kissed me straight on the lips. At this point we were making out on her hospital bed but I was sitting on the bed and she was laying and sitting. While we were kissing we didn't have a care in the world. I started smiling while we were kissing. "The doctor said you can leave the hospital today but, he said it would be best for you to stay home before you go into an environment like Degrassi" I told Clare as our kiss broke.
"Ok, can you drive me home or are my parents here" Clare questioned me.
"Well they were but they started to fight to so they left and you best friend Alli and Adam are here and your brother Jake is here. Jake drove Alli and Adam here or at least that's what Jake told me" She looked at me wondering who Jake is.
"Jake is your step brother and ex-boyfriend" I told Clare as she told me to leave so she could get dressed. I waited for Clare outside her hospital room but, I didn't wait for long. When she came out of the room wearing her hip length coat and her blue shirt with her white skirt. I put my hand into hers and i tried to rush out of the hospital so Alli and Jake and Adam wouldn't see us.
"Hey, can i see my best friend and talk to her?" Alli asked as tried to catch up to me and Clare.
"That's Alli" I whispered into Clare's ear. She gave me a look saying she didn't want to talk to Alli or anyone besides me.
"Um, Alli, I don't think Clare wants to talk to anyone right now" I said to Alli before she said anything to Clare.
"Tell them why Eli" Adam said as he looked at me trying not to laugh.
"Clare doesn't remember who you guy's are, when Becky pushed her down the stairs she hit her head a little to hard" I told everyone with Clare's had hand in my hand again. I looked at Alli first, all i saw was water forming in her eyes.
"Clare...is this true" Alli said to Clare as a single tear fell down her face. Clare shook her head, i turned to see Jake not believing what we were telling him as if we were lying (I wish we were lying).
"Guy's let's leave" Jake said as me and Clare just stood there looking at them leave and then we followed.