Axel(Akuseru)

Eternal flames

I watched the ashes passing through my fingers.

Dancing, floating around me. In each I saw my memories…

Heart? Now I see it. It was him, his light what I saw that day…

And it felt like the dying sun in the horizon…there was not right nor wrong.

In him I found my heart…

What he made me feel…

And how I wish he'd listen to my voice, this one sided mirror…

And I feel his pain, and I drown in my own. I felt my body be consumed by this eternal flames.

The flames of a life walking by, not saying goodbye.

It didn't hurt, there was no pain, no sorrow. Is it because I didn't have a heart?

I had a heart back then, even now…

I'm fading but it's still there. The feelings, the memories...

I still wonder, what I felt back then…

I'm still looking, I'm searching for that heart.

The piece you took with you when you walked away.

Now I see clearly,

Never once I wanted to part, victims of circumstances.

The one person who made me feel complete in who's head I want to stay. Will you commit this to your memory?

Even if I vanish from this cursed existence, remember me. Only then ill live forever.

And I will be the dying star, engraved in your mind.

Ale~